^ YiNyIn ^ memory

Feel the Fear And do it Anyway

2011-12-02T17:18:00.000-08:00

Have you ever feel fear in your life? Perhaps … fear of cockroach? flying? height?... I guess everyone does experiences fear. Michael Pritchard once said: "Fear is that little darkroom where negatives are developed." When you feel fearful, the feeling of fear is programmed into your nervous system and works like an instinct, holding you back from approaching things that you are facing where it tend to build up behavior of escape and avoidance.

Fellow toastmaster, ladies and gentlemen, let me share with you my three fears and how I overcome my fears. They are:
1. Fear of public speaking
2. Fear of social interaction
3. Fear of failure

Far above the fear of death and disease, comes the fear of standing in front of a crowd to speak. Yes, I have faced this problem since I was in primary school. I never dare myself to raise my hand and volunteer myself to answer a simple question posed by teachers. Whenever teachers ask for a volunteer out of 50 students in the class to answer his/her question, automatically I will sure bend my shoulder, eye contact with the floor instead of the teacher, and in my mind … I keep praying that “Don’t pick me! Don’t pick me! P-l-e-a-s-e ...”. Yes, being the physically smallest in the class, teachers hardly notice me and I was spared from answering those questions.

This fear of speaking has eroded me to a person who lacks confidence in delivering my message to others especially in front of a crowd.

Realizing that I need to overcome my fear to speak, I started to take initiative to participate in story telling contests and choral speaking club during my secondary school where I could practise to build up my confidence and courage to stand in front of the crowd whether in a group or alone and speak. It really does help me to overcome my fear. And of course, it is not enough, that’s why I have joined the toastmaster club, and this evening, I am here to present my 3rd speech so that I can further overcome my fear of speaking in front of public.

I Felt the Fear of Public Speaking And I Did It Anyway!

Let me now share my 2nd fear – the fear of social interaction.

Whenever my relatives, my father’s or my brother’s friends came to our house and visit us, there is always a little girl, hiding behind my mum, holding tight at her shirt and again … eye contact with the floor … or sometimes running into her bedroom and locking herself in her room, pretending to finish up her homework … that’s me. Instead of shyly stepping up to meet with people, I could feel deep inside me … a fear … holding me back to interact with people. The anxiety of being judged and evaluated by other people inhibited my interaction with others.
However, as time goes by, I start to realize that it was rude behavior not to respond positively when people approaches me to talk to me. Since then, I took the initiative to join clubs and societies which do involve interaction with people. Chinese Society, PBSM, Sin Chew Cadet Reporter, SLAD, Pesta Ang Pau … I made new friends from my schools and other schools as well. Together we organized activities, mingled with different team members, play and fool around with each other. After all, it was not only a matter about fun and learning but it is all about conquering the social phobia embedded within me.

I Felt the Fear of Interacting with People … And I Did It Anyway.

My third and not the least fear is the fear of failure.

Yes, most of the time I am afraid to try because I am afraid I will fail. And usually I will give myself numbers of well-reasoned thoughts such as “timing isn’t right”, “I doubt I could handle this” … and eventually, these rationales caused me to miss many opportunities to learn.

Buckminster Fuller once wrote, “Whatever humans have learned had to be learned as a consequence only of trial and error experience. Humans have learned only through mistakes.”

And this reminds me of Thomas Edison, who went through 1000 time of “mistakes” just to invent a light bulb. His success doesn’t come from his invention but his courage to take the risk of trial and error.

His real life story does impact on my perception of failure and help me overcome my fear. Whenever I fail, I will remind myself of Thomas Edison – no one will ever succeed if they never fail.

I Felt the Fear of Failure … I remembered the Words of people like Thomas Edison … And I Did It Anyway.

Fellow toastmaster, ladies and gentlemen,

Fear can be overcome only if you face it head on. Yes, I use to fear public speaking AND I am now standing before you now. I use to fear social interacting with people AND now I have made many friends especially friends like you. And the fear of failure AND I shall soon be graduating from this fine university with a degree in Chemical Engineering.

Let me close with this quote from Susan Jeffers: [ … P A U S E … B R E A T H E
D E E P L Y … A N D S A Y …]

FEEL THE FEAR, AND DO IT ANYWAY!

Mr/Ms Toastmaster.

Random quote for myself

2011-11-10T08:14:00.000-08:00

"You will never know the strength of capability in you if you bury it"..So, find it out and work on it!!!^^

小人

2011-10-30T11:55:00.000-07:00

没得罪人，却引来从背面攻击的小人。。。
最可怕的是，小人竟是身边的朋友。。。

Second speech in UTC entitled "Sorry Mother Earth"

2011-10-28T19:51:00.000-07:00

Turn on the TV...be it the mews channel, movies or National Geography. Every 15 minutes or so, you'll get a reminder on the importance on conseving the usage of paper to save mother earth of many tres that goes to making the simple paper which we have grown up to depend.

Then the iPad, iPhone, MSN came to the rescue of the mother earth...telling us how these modern technologies can do away with paper.

While to a certain extent this may be true but as a student, I cannot do without paper.

Fellow toastmaster, Ladies, and Gentlemen. Let me share with you 3 instances why I said I cannot do away with paper...even with all the modern technologies. They are:
1. Printed books Vs eBooks;
2. Dairy keeping; and
3. As a cost-efective mean of saying "I Love You."

Nowadays with eBooks, ejournal and internet, you can access to all sort of information to get your assignment done with no sweat...No!I didn't say that...I was drown with modern technologies to help me with my work.

I tried to accept these modern technologies by downloading a termendous amount of eBoooks from the internet and began referring to several e-journals to make sense of what is being said about a subject matter by different authors...with the flick of my fingers on the mouse...soon, not only did get stiff fingers...I lose my concentration and when I break for meals and want to continue from where I left off...lo and behold... I have lost where i left off and had to go back again.

I have lost many variable time redoing what I have lost and decided whether I should save mother earth at the expense of my studies.

I lost no time in printing out everything that I need for my studies. On printed materials I can use book markers and highlight any paragraphs I deem important. I can even use several color highlighters on one book.

Now I can leave my books for meals and continue upon my return.

Sorry mother eart...my studies is more important to me.

Time and again we are hounded by our lecturers and peers to keep a diary so that we do not miss out any lectures and appointments.

Yes. Nowadays we have handphones that has a diary built into it. BUt don't forget, even handphone will out of battery, and occasionally, this boyfriend of mine tend to throw tantrum at me and refuse to function well too!But you know what? My diary doesn't. I have to depend on my diary of this nature.

Besides, where else can I pen my secret thoughts at the moments' notice. Capture notes expounded during lectures. A handphone cannot let me do this.

Sorry, Mother Earth, I have to depend on my diary.

I remembered when I was in Form 4 and it was my mum's birthday. I wanted to buy her a present but as a student, I have not enough money to buy her anything branded.

I was at my wits end until I hit upon an idea. i scrounge on my pocket money and saved FIVE RINGGITS and made a Birthday Card for my mum.

I bought a hard cover papaer and a present wrapping paper.

I wrapped one side of the hard cover paper with the present wrapping paper, took out a family photo and the rectangular-shaped photo and paste on the card. Then, I foleded the card nto half with the photo face outside. After that, I opened up the folded card, took out a pen, and wrote on it with all my sincere wishes and love. That's the finishing part of the card making process. With the remaining present wrapping paper left, I cut it into more that 100 rectangular shape pieces and start to fold stars. Then, I collected all the folded stars and put them into a empty glass bottle which I found left alone in the kitchen. On the day of my mm's birthday, I woke up earlier and put the birthdaycard and the glass of folded stars on the dining table. My mom came down and she saw the card. While she was reading the content of the card, I appeared beside her, hugged her and said happy birthday, mom. There was no tears but from her face expression, I could feel the joyful in her. Without spending more than RM5 on those materials, I could surprise my mom with the exquisite birthday card and present that I have made on my own. I could say that it would be much better that I bought a brand to her.

Sorry Mother Earth, seeing my mom's smile is more important to me.

Fellow toastmasters, ladies and gentlemen, while i do admit that we can do a lot to help mother earth, the above were 3 instances where I can't do anything to help mother earth.

I need the use of the printed books as my studies are more important to me. I need to depend on my diary to keep my studies up to date and seeing my mum's smile is more important to me when I have none to give.

SORRY MOTHER EARTH!

Mr./Ms Toastmaster

random feeling

2011-09-20T07:25:00.000-07:00

It's always easy to say out persuasive word to others but not yourself. Whenever faced problem, whatever come across mind was just suck, feel myself unfortune, unlucky, then what comes next sure thoughts like giving up everything, why bad things keep happening on me, bla bla bla...But why not cool down for a while, get youself a inert peace and kick away all the negative thoughts that were trying to block away your rational and create disturbance to your thoughts? They said, whatever thoughts that come across your mind will probably turn out to be reality in your life. No matter you believe or not, it's a fact and I believe in this. That's why never let negative thoughts come across your mind. Think of tomorrow will be a nice day, and sure tomorrow will be. Think of you can do it, you can do it better, then it will be...And once you stand up again,everything will be just fine and bad things you have encountered was just a small matter and solution will always be there for you - a little advice for myself~~

Happy Birthday to MEEEE~~~~

2011-07-09T07:59:00.000-07:00

Time flied, just in moment of flash, where you didn't notice you have grown up for another year. In the other words, which means you're getting older,hehe:P

I had just passed my 23th birthday. Initially thought that I just gonna to have a very simple birthday celebration with my beloved family and close friends. But guess my low expectation had turn out to gain more unexpected surprise.^^

On my birthday's eve, hang out with miss lamlam and sigrid...

Got a free treat dinner from sigrid at BBQ Plaza..^^

And received my early birthday present from mr. Foong..It is my favourite puzzle!!!Guess what?

It's a combination photos of our gang stamped on the 500 piece of puzzles!!!>.<...It took me for almost 3 days to finish up the puzzle with a little help from my mom.hehe :P

Thanks for my supervisor, Miss Esther Ang for my birthday cake and held a simple celebration for me during office hour with my colleague as well.^^
And on my birthday night, I spent with my family with Durians as my special birthday cake.hahaha

Coming up on next day, one of my gf, yiny took ktm far away from Kl and showed up in Seremban as what she has planned earlier. Surprisingly, she was not the only one showing up, but few of them from Penang, Ipoh and Malacca!!>.<..You are the best and thanks a lots~~~

p/s: I dun hv the group photos with me.:P

Received 2 exquisite presents~~~
A necklace with hand-made birthday card from kai liang ^^

A little cross-stitch pouch from kiat and sewed by yiny >.< ..with a pair of "carved-with-bestfriend" necklaces which mean a lot to our everlasting friendship.^^

Another celebration with my sban gf, ai yin~~~at Boston Restaurant. ^^

Steamboat~~lalalala~~~

As usual, had few self-camwhored before fill up our stomach with those yummy dishes :P

My fourth birthday cake of this year..^^

A little birthday present inclosed with "love letter" from ai yin~~Thank a lots,dear~~

Hrmmmmm....guess I am gonna miss my 23th birthday >.<

intern life~~

2011-06-22T06:01:00.000-07:00

In engineering school, we only can learn all the theory from text book but never ever apply it in practice. But industrial training come across this advantage, it is the stepping stone for us to apply the basic theory we had learned and practice it wisely and in the engineering way during training. But honestly to say, it's not easy as expected especially when you are still new to this.@.@

Lipochem - a place full with comfort environment, no tension and people around that are friendly and willing to teach you step by step.

Me wearing a lab coat in the R&D lab~~~

Took some random photos when hang out with ai yin after off work.^^

My new hair style~~~browny hair but not so obvious to be seen it is brown actually @.@

Bleeding day~~~

2011-05-17T04:21:00.000-07:00

Whole day locking myself in the room would absolutely the stupiest choice to make. And I definitely will not do that to myself, letting myself sitting in the lonely room and bring down my mood.

And here comes girl shopping in Time Square~hohoho~~~for almost one year I didn't buy any cloths for myself, and now shopaholic is back!!!With my long-time-no-see friend, miss lew~~as my company...wheeee~~~

I think I am kinda of addicted with flower wear~~~hehe

Guess this can be considered as formal wear ba..hrmmmm...

My new formal cloth~~~hehe

Went to Baboboq Plaza (it's actually a korean bbq restaurant) and have lunch...^^

yummy yummy~~~~

Camwhore with my usual posting and smile~~~

End of my first public holiday during intern~~~~

first day of industrial training

2011-05-16T04:19:00.000-07:00

Haven't have a chance to keep my bed warm but to move on to my 'temporary house' in Subang and stay there for 3 and a half month during my industrial training in Lipochem Biotech (M) Sdn Bhd. It's another start for my new life after 3 years been staying n studying in Sabah.sigh.....

Having been a 'road blind' in KL cause trouble for my uncle to fetch me to and back for the whole week, just to let me familiar with the route from my home stay till my company. It's really such an unease feeling to me for making trouble to others. And trust me, no matter what, I am gonna drive myself to company starting from next week and be an kl-kien for the nexgt 3 months.ha.

However, I am really glad that my colleagues and supervisor - Miss Ester Ang, are friendly and been helpful to me as intern. And thanks to my supervisor,I have a rm30+ free lunch on my first day of internship~~~~Besides, I am glad to have a nice roommate for being such caring person to me, tapau dinner for me while she is dating with her boy boy~~~

Hopefully everything will go smooth~~~ ^^

喜.怒.哀.乐

2011-05-05T20:51:00.000-07:00

喜怒哀乐仍是人生之常
就如天气变化无常

然
喜.怒.哀.乐亦是一线之差的转变
权权不过是思想传达的讯号
不开心因为你告诉自己“我很伤心”
自然而然
感觉思想连为一体
就好比如你告诉自己“今天是个美好的一天”
今天的你亦会感觉美好

所以
当你感到失落时
何不尝试闭上双目深口呼吸
定一定脑筋
然后再告诉自己：“Everything will be just fine..."
就让一切顺其自然

当你再次睁开双眼
心情亦不再被失落捆束
解脱后的你
再次重心出发。。。

First speech in UTC

2011-03-05T00:19:00.000-08:00

After lifted down all the "burdens" (assignments and exams) which I have been carried it for few weeks since I back to Sabah here after cny holiday, I finally braced myself up to do my first speech in UTC. The first speech is about ice breaker, to let audience notice and know you better.

It has taken me quite a few days to write my first speech during cny and finally I came out with an idea to introduce myself with the title "Little Blackie". TC had helped me to edit my speech structure to be more well-organized and added in some humour elements to make it more interesting and able to entertain the audiences. Thanks to TC, I able to learn the right way to write a speech.^^

During the speech giving, I can absolutely feel the nerve within myself that my leg keep on shaking, and I need to move small steps to the front and back to calm my nerve. The speech had taken 6min29s to finish, which is still tally with the time requirement for first speaker. My comment for my speech giving on that night, there's still lots of room of improvement for myself even though the evaluation I received is more than good.

warm message

2011-03-02T07:11:00.000-08:00

Just a random post on my facebook wallpost, expressing my bad mood due to certain things that were happening ill to me recently, I have received lots of warm text messages and calls in return, from friends and family who did notice my moody post. Text by text, call by call, all were paying their concern and worry to me, asking what's going on that screwed up my mood and trying to enlighten me for not to let life bring me down so easily. Although there's always been a hardship in the pathway of life but it does has a solution to solve it. Just be yourself and do always believing in yourself.

Even though it might just a simple text message, but indeed, it does bring along unexpected warmth through my vein and into my heart.Just wanna to say, thank you~~~~

Pulau Bali

2010-12-25T21:02:00.000-08:00

Searching for a nice place for vacation?
Then don't be hesitate, book a flight and have a 4D3N visit in Pulau Bali...

Bali, a romantic & famous tourist attraction island which located off Indonesia. Place with mysterious temples and prayers,

Everyone, no exception to tourists as well, is required to put on a sarung around their waist and tied with a long piece of fabric before entering the temples as a respect to their custom.

Bali is a small island but yet it surrounded with the beauty of nature.
The village of Kintamani give the view of active mount Batur and its lake. Restaurants are provided to tourists so that tourists can enjoy their meal at the closest distance from the impressive mount Batur.

The majestic cliff setting of Uluwatu Temple

Tanah Lot, a rock formation off the Indonesia island of Bali. It is home of pilgrimage temple and you can simply enjoy the sunset at Tanah Lot.

Step down the rocks and walk towards till the closest distance to the sea, you could probably watch and hear the gust wave bear down on the rocks so hardly as our heart trembling. Besides, the wind whispering through your ears as you could feel the warmth of it.

Jatiluweh – A place where you see lots of terraced rice paddy fields. The sights are breathtaking as you see the green terrace, meandering around you. This place is supposed to one of the few in the world that has such nice terraced paddies. Those terraces are probably cut decades ago, and now resulting in the fascinating view today

*p/s: more photos have been uploaded in facebook.^^

Update

2010-12-16T23:28:00.000-08:00

Hrmmm..so what have I been bzzzzz with during this sem break. Ha!!Well, no money, sure I can't enjoy my holiday. So, first, earn some pocket money by working part time promoter.
I can tell you, working under jom heboh event really not that easy as compared to other part time promoter I used to work before. Obviously, jom heboh is a super huge annual promotion event where customers can buy things in cheaper price and more free gift to be given out~~~
The most hard part is customers had been crowded at our outlet from morning till night that it gave us hard time to take a deep breath or a rest. Taking routine with our work non-stop, pump the balloons, giving out those balloons, sampling and in charge of game section and let the time passed itself till our client call off the business of day. By the moment we left our workplace and sat on the ktm seat, we could felt the whole body of muscle was totally tired out, and fats had burnt itself out.

Our temporary badge...

lotsssss of balloons....

Our team members and supervisor-koon lek (guy with spec)..^^. Really grateful to have such a caring and kind supervisor to guide us to make our work become smooth, easy to handle and more efficient.hehe

Every sacrifice does pay off in return.hehe.
RM300 salary with....

Free giftsss~~~~thanks to our super duper generous client-horlicks

After 2 days of hard work, now it is time to enjoy~~~~wheeeee~~~~~
Went yam cha with jessie and ai yin. Have a long girl chat. Congratz to jessie for finally found her first love <3

Watched narnia with ai yin, shew and ooi~~~nice movie!!!

Celebrated jessie,shew and ooi's belated birthday at old town coffee shop~~~

Went to sing k with teo and....

miss sweet voice-ai yin...^.^

Went to Taman Pertanian Cahaya, Shah Alam and cycling with ai yin and her coursemates. Think deeply, I guess it has been about 10 years for I didn't ride on the bicycle after my mom had gave away the only bicycle that we used to have.LOL.

Next destination, it will be......Bali!!!!Have a safe journey and happy holiday!!Cheam Li Yin~~~

Part time earning

2010-12-08T05:20:00.000-08:00

This morning received a message from G2, asking me whether I can work on this weekend for the jom heboh event in Bukit Jalil. Woah~~Didn't expect to receive this part time job as they suppose to confirm me with this job offer on Monday but they didn't make it. But now, I got this job offer!!Luckily, I am not alone as Jessie got the job too. If not, sure my parent will said 'NO' to me.wheeee~~~

Well, it's been a rush day for us as we were asked to go for the training session at 4pm in Wisma Genting right after we have been told that we were offered with this job!!! The time I saw the message is already almost 12 noon and I haven't take my lunch yet!!=.=...Plus it need 2 hrs for us to take ktm to kl central, then walk to lrt station and take lrt to Raja Chulan~~~Everything has been in a rush and by the time we reached G2 company, it's already 3.55pm.Hiu~~~

Guess every high pay job turns out to have sacrifice in return. The working time is from 9am until 10pm and we might need to work under the hot sun~~T.T. Simply can imagine how my skin will turn out to be after 2 days working.haiz..The trainer is really nice and friendly as she didn't show any solemnity during the briefing session.^_^. She somemore shared out her experience where she undergo sun burn once last time when she work for jom heboh event. What a good sharing~~ =.=lll...

Guess these high pay job tend to easily get people who now desperate of money like ME (-.-) to work for it despite of the working condition and the location :P..Anywhere, hopefully everything goes smooth~~~

happy holiday..^^

2010-12-01T05:48:00.001-08:00

Just in a flash, our 5th sem has came to end and after spent another 6 months in Sabah, I am now finally back to my sweet home again!!

Some pictures captured in firefly where we had few drinks before leaving :P

And the 1st thing to do when I headed back to my home is to have a new hair cut.wheeee~~~

Glee Cast - Alone (Feat. Kristin Chenoweth & Mathew)

2010-11-16T19:35:00.000-08:00

(Kristen):
I hear the ticking of the clock
I'm lying here the room's pitch dark
I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone

And the night goes by so very slow
Oh I hope that it won't end though
Alone...

Till now I always got by on my owe
(Both)
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone

(Matthew):
You don't know how long I have wanted
To touch your lips and hold you tight..yeahhh
You don't know how long I have waited
And I was going to tell you tonight

(Kristen):
But the secret is still my own
(Matthew):
Ho..ohhhh...And my love for you is still unknown
(Both)Alone...

(Kristen)Aahhh...(Matthew)aahhh
(chorus)
Till now I always got by on my owe
(Both)
I never really cared until I met you
And now it really chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone

How do I get you alone(How do I get you alone)
How do I get you alone(How do I get you alone)
Alone...

Disappointment...sigh~~

2010-11-09T21:12:00.000-08:00

Sometimes overconfident really doesn't pay you what you want. I did what I can prepare before sit for our first paper, read through the text, understand the text, do tutorials, try up pass year questions. But what I gain is a question paper which I only able to do 2 out of the 5 questions. Disappointment blanket me where I just feel that I should just give up that paper. sigh......

miss my doggies~~~

2010-11-03T22:41:00.000-07:00

Dog always a good friend to it's master rather than just being a pet. They like to play with you, fool around by pretending to bite you. Besides, they always be the close bodyguide of you where whenever there are strangers, they will barks as loud and show off their piercing teeth just to scare away the strangers.

Staring at my dogs somehow I feel dogs are similar to human being in some way, such as they will show their emotion in their way. They just show their happiness by swinging their tails non-stop in front of you or turning around you.
They emo-ing by lying on the floor without showing any interest at you.

Show their innocent face at you to beg for your fond or perhaps for some foods~~

When bored, they just feel sleepy,zzz～～～

See how mimi slept..-.-lll

Baby Sherly when my bro brought them(sherly n mimi) to us..^0^

OMG!!!I miss them soooooo much~~~>.<

friend on the chain

2010-11-01T18:34:00.000-07:00

Stroll around at a souvenir shop in 1b with yiny (fgt abt the name of the shop:P) before the movie 'the other guys' starts. Both of us are looking for a hp chain when the salesgirl approached us and told us the great deal their shop are having now, where you got another free chain with each purchase and pay it at 3pm at the counter!!

Guess what we did?

Both of us took away the same silver chain with the word 'friend' carved on it..wheeeeee~~~

*hopefully my friend will keep it well and not simply lost it again.:P*

心灵鸡汤

2010-10-30T21:13:00.000-07:00

人，有時候真的很奇怪。我們往往都喜歡以觀眾看戲的心態看事情，有時看到自己的成功都不及看到別人的失敗來得開心。看到別人受傷害反而覺得有股滿足感，這種心態真的要不得啊！

-extracted from sin chew daily

舞蹈的心得

2010-10-27T02:32:00.000-07:00

舞蹈，是精神和心靈的養分。舞蹈不一定要有天份，即使二十岁才帶著僵硬了的筋骨去舞蹈班學跳舞，起步比別人慢了，但只要有决心，带着积极的心，亦能在舞台上展现最完美的表演。

藝術領域裡，藝術是關照自己的一個媒介，從藝術裡面學習做人的道理，用不同的角度學習和補給養分，是教科書上所不能學到的。

此外，舞蹈也讓舞者認識了自己的身體。“藝術表演，是一個幫助我觀照自己的身體的介面，它反射我的生活，讓我從跳舞認識自己的身體。” 人常常忘記自己的身體，不知道自己的肩膀在哪裡，不察覺自己在呼吸，但透過跳舞的一些動作，就可覺察到自己的身體，如在地上滾動這動作，就可以在身體貼在地上時，很實在的覺察到自己的肢體感受，以及當身體觸碰到同學的身體時，就能感受到體溫。

舞者每天都在舞動自己的身體，他們可以感受到身體很多細膩的部份，如脊椎就有很多節，然而，又有多少人會覺察到每個關節的存在呢？有些舞蹈是用肌肉、骨頭來展現，有些則是用感覺，跳舞時，舞者必須活動身體的每一個關節，透過舞蹈的動作，就能讓自己發覺身體有無限的可能，並且帶來細膩的感受。

舞蹈更讓人為之動容的，是它讓身體來說話。肢體的姿勢是一種態度，一種語言，學舞蹈的人，更能透過肢體語言來感受對方的感覺。

舞蹈跳得很棒不是舞者的全部，舞者透過了舞蹈得到了全部，才是重要的。每個人都有部份的殘缺，來自於心靈，來自於外表，可是在舞蹈裡面只要你誠懇相信，你會開始認識自己，瞭解自己，可以補足，可以放開。

Sushi King bonanza season

2010-10-24T01:26:00.000-07:00

Bonanza season again,wheeeee~~~~Seem like never miss once whenever sushi king got promotion.^^

Pink ladies~~~

And the guys....

无奈

2010-10-21T01:07:00.000-07:00

不喜欢被冤枉的感觉
但却连解释的机会都没有
只能默默忍受。。。

生气，不甘心
但又能如何？
生气，只有自己知
跟自己斗气，就是跟自己过意不去
所以我选择不再气。。。

‘别人生气我不气，生出病来无人理’
名句的教诲，我该懂得。。。

三字经全文

2010-10-19T23:39:00.000-07:00

人之初，性本善。性相近，习相远。苟不教，性乃迁。教之道，贵以专。
昔孟母，择邻处。子不学，断机杼。窦燕山，有义方。教五子，名俱扬。
养不教，父之过。教不严，师之惰。子不学，非所宜。幼不学，老何为。
玉不琢，不成器。人不学，不知义。为人子，方少时。亲师友，习礼仪。
香九龄，能温席。孝于亲，所当执。融四岁，能让梨。弟于长，宜先知。
首孝弟，次见闻。知某数，识某文。一而十，十而百。百而千，千而万。
三才者，天地人。三光者，日月星。三纲者，君臣义。父子亲，夫妇顺。
曰春夏，曰秋冬。此四时，运不穷。曰南北，曰西东。此四方，应乎中。
曰水火，木金土。此五行，本乎数。曰仁义，礼智信。此五常，不容紊。
稻粱菽，麦黍稷。此六谷，人所食。马牛羊，鸡犬豕。此六畜，人所饲。
曰喜怒，曰哀惧。爱恶欲，七情具。□土革，木石金。与丝竹，乃八音。
高曾祖，父而身。身而子，子而孙。自子孙，至元曾。乃九族，而之伦。
父子恩，夫妇从。兄则友，弟则恭。长幼序，友与朋。君则敬，臣则忠。
此十义，人所同。

凡训蒙，须讲究。详训诂，名句读。为学者，必有初。小学终，至四书。
论语者，二十篇。群弟子，记善言。孟子者，七篇止。讲道德，说仁义。
作中庸，子思笔。中不偏，庸不易。作大学，乃曾子。自修齐，至平治。
孝经通，四书熟。如六经，始可读。诗书易，礼春秋。号六经，当讲求。
有连山，有归藏。有周易，三易详。有典谟，有训诰。有誓命，书之奥。
我周公，作周礼。著六官，存治体。大小戴，注礼记。述圣言，礼乐备。
曰国风，曰雅颂。号四诗，当讽咏。诗既亡，春秋作。寓褒贬，别善恶。
三传者，有公羊。有左氏，有彀梁。经既明，方读子。撮其要，记其事。
五子者，有荀杨。文中子，及老庄。

经子通，读诸史。考世系，知终始。自羲农，至黄帝。号三皇，居上世。
唐有虞，号二帝。相揖逊，称盛世。夏有禹，商有汤。周文王，称三王。
夏传子，家天下。四百载，迁夏社。汤伐夏，国号商。六百载，至纣亡。
周武王，始诛纣。八百载，最长久。周辙东，王纲堕。逞干戈，尚游说。
始春秋，终战国。五霸强，七雄出。嬴秦氏，始兼并。传二世，楚汉争。
高祖兴，汉业建。至孝平，王莽篡。光武兴，为东汉。四百年，终于献。
魏蜀吴，争汉鼎。号三国，迄两晋。宋齐继，梁陈承。为南朝，都金陵。
北元魏，分东西。宇文周，兴高齐。迨至隋，一土宇。不再传，失统绪。
唐高祖，起义师。除隋乱，创国基。二十传，三百载。梁义之，国乃改。
炎宋兴，受周禅。十八传，南北混。辽于金，皆称帝。太祖兴，国大明。
号洪武，都金陵。迨成祖，迁燕京。十六世，至崇祯。阉乱后，寇内讧。
闯逆变，神器终。清顺治，据神京。至十传，宣统逊。举总统，共和成。
复汉土，民国兴。

廿二史，全在兹。载治乱，知兴衰。读史书，考实录。通古今，若亲目。
口而诵，心而惟。朝于斯，夕于斯。昔仲尼，师项□。古圣贤，尚勤学。
赵中令，读鲁论。彼既仕，学且勤。披蒲编，削竹简。彼无书，且知勉。
头悬梁，锥刺股。彼不教，自勤苦。如囊萤，如映雪。家虽贫，学不缀。
如负薪，如挂角。身虽劳，犹苦卓。苏老泉，二十七。始发愤，读书籍。
彼既老，犹悔迟。尔小生，宜早思。若梁□，八十二。对大廷，魁多士。
彼既成，众称异。尔小生，宜立志。莹八岁，能咏诗。泌七岁，能赋□。
彼颖悟，人称奇。尔幼学，当效之。蔡文姬，能辨琴。谢道□，能咏吟。
彼女子，且聪敏。尔男子，当自警。唐刘晏，方七岁。举神童，作正字。
彼虽幼，身己仕。尔幼学，勉而致。有为者，亦若是。

犬守夜，鸡司晨。苟不学，曷为人。蚕吐丝，蜂酿蜜。人不学，不如物。
幼而学，壮而行。上致君，下泽民。扬名声，显父母。光于前，裕于后。
人遗子，金满嬴。我教子，惟一经。勤有功，戏无益。戒之哉，宜勉力。

*闷的话就尝试背吧。。^^

No mood T.T~~~

2010-10-18T08:04:00.000-07:00

Arrrggg....hate tis feeling a lotssss....no mood to study,no mood to do anything!!!! I need motivation!!!I dun wanna to be a useless loser~~~T.T

静坐

2010-10-16T00:41:00.000-07:00

曾经有人问我：“你懂得如何静坐吗？”
是否当你静坐时，你亦能发空，并无胡思乱想的存念
是否当你静坐时，你的心情亦能心平气和
是否当你静坐时，你心跳的节奏亦能平稳如常
是否当你静坐时，无一息烦恼的牵挂
是否当你静坐时，你的心灵亦能得到解脱
我以为我懂，但其实我误了静坐的含义

another week to rest~~~

2010-10-11T18:31:00.000-07:00

Again, received a 3 days mc from doctor after had a check-up for my eye in SMC. This time, both of my eyes having red eye infection. According to doctor, it's due to virus~~~ and probably it will recover within 1 week. Hopefully it does recover this time~~~~

In the mean time, I really feel grateful to my friends who do lend me their hand when I am in need. Thx to sigrid and Chong Giap for offer to drive me to SMC where I didn't ask them to do so. Really appreciate your help.^^
Received sms from my friends which delivering their worries and concern to my eye, undeniably, these messages really a warm support to me..^^..thx guys~~~

sigh...

2010-10-08T18:31:00.000-07:00

Please dun simply piss off at me as you don't understand the situation I am having now. I have immune with the way you mistrusted me all the time and I'm just gonna let it be....

放下.看开

2010-10-06T20:08:00.000-07:00

人总该学会放下心中的执着
怀着大量的心
才能让自己活得开心
别让一时的执着迷蒙自己的双眼
这样，
才能看清楚前面的路该如何走下去。。。

Herbal teas~~~

2010-10-06T08:14:00.000-07:00

Been suffering with red eye for few days really made me feeling uncomfortable with it as everyday have to worry about when the eye will getting well. As it's is contagious, so I have been advised to take a few days rest in the hostel, apply the eyedrops and take the tablet of medicines according to the dose doctor has prescribed so that it can recover soon. Now then I know my eye is such that sensitive that I must take good care with it and always keep my hand clean before I try to rub my eye.@.@...

In the mean time feeling worry about the eye, a cup of herbal tea really make me feel warm and touched.T.T...Winnie gave me 2 packets of 夏桑菊, Daisy bought me a cup of herbal tea (dunno what's the name of the herbal tea, but the taste is nice.T.T) and Liew Chuan brought me a cup of 菊花凉茶, it's really nice and sweet of 3 of you.T.T...thx dears....

Red eye~~~

2010-10-05T05:05:00.000-07:00

My right eye is redden, a bit swollen like been punched by someone, and it has been happening for few days. Obviously, the eye becoming smaller in size each day I looked myself at the mirror. haiz...

Not going to let myself think pessimistically, hopefully it's just a normal red eye...sigh.

Bleeding~~~~

2010-10-01T19:29:00.000-07:00

Another day of bleeding---of my purse~~~~

Now I know why it's advisable for girls to go shopping once a month or maybe they can only have window shopping rather than have a "inside shopping". The consequence of letting girls go inside her favorite shop are they will spend couple of hours looking at those stuffs and try on it, and they will eventually come out from the shop with AT LEAST one of their shopping good~~~

Here's all what I have bought...
A pair of heel from Doss which costs RM25.90.

A blouse which costs RM10.

A sunglass and a hair band which costs RM10 and RM3.90 respectively.

For girls, shopping is like a paradise but the cost sometime turns out to be slightly expensive. @.@

Miss my home~~~

2010-09-30T00:57:00.000-07:00

miss my sweet home...
miss my doggies...
miss my mom's dishes - bak ku teh, pork with cincaro souce,...@.@

Suddenly...miss everything in my home ..>.<

More outings~~~

2010-09-22T19:27:00.000-07:00

Well, our outing plan never end. Why do I say so? Cz we are getting more and more frequently hanging out even though our holiday has finally come to an end~~~

We went for a 4D3D Miri trip and this time we could finally found the huge seahorse at Marina Bay which is the famous symbolize of Miri~~~

Well, staying in a 4Star hotel was such an ineffable comfort and high-class that you can't imagine of it,unless you yourself experience on it.. ^^..It's was like I am reluctant to leave our hotel room on our last day of trip.T.T

Next, we went to the main office of Shell Exploration & Production Company as well to have a look on their new-tech device where we were exactly viewing the shell plantation via 4D screen. Well, no doubt it's a new thing to us~~@.@

At night, we have a small gathering and dinner as well with the IEM members at the IEM Miri branch.

By the way, we oso stopped by at the well-known sushi restaurant in Brunei-Ice Carpet before our trip come to an end.^^

And guess what coming up next?haha...We went to have shabu-shabu as our lunch after class in Suria Sabah.wheee~~~

Well, I think it is worth to have a lunch set of shabu-shabu here as it oni costs rm13.90 for mutton and cheaper for chicken set. And you know what? It was sooooo delicious and I'm loving it <3

And the last but not least, mooncake festival!!! We had our dinner
at Hang Li Po restaurant. Well, the food is quite nice for me especially the tomyam~~~love it!!!!

冰皮月饼～～

Moved on to our next station- Yoyo~~~

Happy Mooncake festival!!! Happy yoyo again!!!Happy dinner!!!Happy Happy Happy~~~~

Random outing during holiday~~~

2010-09-21T10:21:00.000-07:00

hey hey, here's how we have spent our spare time during raya break where most of our coursemates have went back to their hometown while left the few of us here in ums~~
It's totally ok for us as there is nothing that can stop us from making a lotssss of fun in Sabah!!!

First time visiting to Malay Raya's open house at Likas Stadium and eat a lots of freeee food there.

Here's one of my favourite Malay's food-ketupat~~~

And nasi beranni(dunno it's correct spelling o nt.hehe)

me n liew chuan~~~^^

Later on, captured a lot of photosssss with our monkey wear..weee~~~

You won't believe what we have done but let the photos tell u..We took photos on a tree!!!!hahahha..can't believe how crazy and childish we are when we saw few children climbing on the tree and we just followed their step. Come on!!we already are adults but in our heart, we still acted like little kids.

After that, we continued our camwhore section with those frescos near kk town area which has been long time suggested by liew chuan.^^

Actually both of us trying to pose like ghosts but obviously it is failed as it is more like funny "liang po po" posing.. -.-

Hey yaaaaaa!!!!

Behind us is our new shopping complex in Sabah-Suria Sabah

Next station- atmosphere~~~
ngek ngek ngek..Everyone beware!!Cz monkeys are coming to town~~~

Introducing.."speak no EVIL, see no EVIL, hear no EVIL" group~~ (abstracted fr miss Ti Lien Yiny..hehe)

Here comes our monkey JUMPPPP!!!

Guess it is more like a one day KK trip for us..haha

sorry...

2010-09-14T13:28:00.000-07:00

Guess I have made thing complicated to you. sorry.....

unforgetable kundasang trip...

2010-09-11T23:40:00.000-07:00

Again, it just happening to come up a last minute suggestion to go to kundasang for our second time and you know what?Everyone consensus to make this trip to happen without any further hesitate.haha..And here we go~~~wheee~~

As usual,captured a lotssss of photos with many different style of posing.Whenever we stopped by and saw a nice view, there we left our footprints..

Moved on to Desa Milk Farm at Mesilau and this time we gonna get closer to the cows.muuuuu~~

Walked out from the milk processing plant, blast of cold air blow across cause everyone of us to beat chills. nice~~~ Staying in such a hot-weather town really made us desperate to find place like kundasang, where filled with warm air for 365 days..

Fresh milk are selling here as well and it costs more cheaper if compared to the same milk product selling at supermarket. So, don't hesitate to pay rm2.30 for it. Contrarily, it's a miss if you didn't buy the fresh milk from here..And tell u what, it really tastes fresh and delicious~~~*love it!!

Guess what next??..deng deng deng deng~~~funny posing time!!!

Guys' turn~~

Back to normal group photo~~

Had a self-made steamboat for our dinner at D'villa~~

ermmm~~yummy yummy~~><

Went to Sabah Tea Farm the next morning..

Sorry to tell you guys that 3 of us just can't stop our 'SS posing' photograph session.. Pls don't feel 'swt' of what we are doing now..haha

Anyone found us???

Stopped by and ate coconut pudding before head back to ums and end our journey...

Icebar~~~

2010-09-02T19:06:00.000-07:00

I just realized that having fun is not about where you go to or what you play with, but it is all about with who you are going with. Be in the group where you do not have to keep yourself silent but join in the crazy-ness, fooling around with each other and burst out as much laughter as you can is the most enjoyable moment...Guess after graduated, all these pieces of happy moment that we had now will be the precious memory that keep inside everyone of us.

Lady's night on Wednesday, 5 gals free one bottle of vodka,so why not?haha...It was a free drinks night for us!!hohohoho...

Didn't plan to come to icebar initially. It's a last minute decision after we finished watch our movie and liew chuan suggested to come here. And next, we are here!!!by the way,it was our merdeka night after environment mid-term!!HURRAY~~~

They used to say hard drinks can make people become more plucky in doing any action that normally you are not dare to do in front of others. And here is the prove..Take off our masks and making funny facial post in front of the camera after a few drops of vodka (mixed with sprike) into our stomach~~^^

It was another funny outing with you guys..^^

Happy holiday, everyone!!!

Count on you

2010-08-25T15:10:00.000-07:00

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see
I'll be the light to guide you
Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friend in need
You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it
I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do
Oh yeah, whoooo whooooo, yeah yeah

If you toss and you turn and you just can't fall asleep
I sing a song beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Everyday I will remind you
Ohhh~~
Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friend in need
You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it
I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do
Oh yeah, whoooo whooooo, yeah yeah

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go
Never say goodbye
You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it
I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do
Oh yeah, whoooo whooooo,
You count on me cos' I can count on you

- by Bruno Mars
lyric extracted from http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0toCy9S1kak

Toastmaster~~~

2010-08-19T21:37:00.000-07:00

I went for UTC meeting for twice and yesterday was my first time to join IEM toastmaster.
Woah, I can say is bravo!!!All engineers, REAL engineers!!! from different workplace came along to IEM office (Damai branch), spent their 3h off work hours, and have their toastmaster meeting right here. Can imagine how strong their passion on this toastmaster club even though they already have to sacrifice their time on works and family? We, as a student should have self-questioning about this...

The first thing I like about IEM toastmaster is that the way those engineers spoke. They can just present their speech easily and steady without referring to any small notes or well-prepared printed speech with their hand holding it. No grammatical error and well-organized sentences, and deliver the message to the audiences clearly, vividly and easily to be understood. Another thing that amazed me is that they not only given out their speech from their mouth but their body deliver the message at the same time. See how professional they are...@@..They talked about real life, a bit of science-related but their speech totally make me stay fresh even though I was quite tired after the dinner.

While looking at them presenting their speech in front of us, I actually did dream of myself being just like them.Ha..Sound silly but sometimes dreaming do give inspiration and motivation to us to achieve our goal,right?So, no fault of dreaming, as long as it is a positive dream. Guess I am getting myself passion on joining toastmaster club,wee~~~~

An unqualified presenter...

2010-08-16T22:54:00.000-07:00

"Ok, Li Yin, so what do you mean by linear approximation?"

"Well,ok.........." Then I was like starked at there for couple of minutes. Trying to search back the slide, but I kept clicking on the wrong slide and my mind was totally blank. I was nervous!!!!I noticed everyone was looking at my stupid look, noticed that I am actually on the stretch situation. Shit!!stupid me!

Answer should be as simple as this: "Linear approximation is refer to the tangent line at (x1,f(x1) where it will cross the x-axis and generate a new x value which is the better approximation of root than the previous x value. Then the new value of x will generate a new tangent on the curve and get another new approximation of root. The process will continue till exact root is reached.". But I didn't manage to explain it clearly on the spot as I could saw confusion on Dr. Siva's facial expression. Stupid!stupid!!

Wondering why am I can't be steady during presentation and Q&A section. To be saying true, I easily get panic whenever lecturer pop out questions. Is like you understand the question and knowing the answer well but the problem is you easily getting nervous on the spot. Then you will start to panic and all the solution gone from your mind automatically before you can speak out. By the time you start to give explaination, it will turn out more confusion as you will tend to think out of nonsense answer that is totally out of the question with many grammatical errors. I am such public-speakingphobia. sigh....

Please help me to be a good presenter!!!

Words for my dear friend...

2010-08-12T05:13:00.000-07:00

Gossips are everywhere
but you don't have the power to make it a stop
So, why not just let it be?

People gossip people talk
but that's their right to do so.
Think it deeply,
It might hurt you deep inside the bottom of your heart
but just for that moment
you anger will somehow gone.
And it makes no harm to you
So, why should you care so much of it??

no point of angry
not worth of feeling sad about it
because you are living for yourself
not for other people's words

Be happy, my dear friend...^^

心窗

2010-08-05T12:38:00.001-07:00

不知不觉
你逐渐闯进了我的心扉
小心翼翼却不经意
稍微敞开了那扇紧锁着的心窗
让灿烂的阳光照彻郁闷的心
让那暖暖的朝阳普照在你的心房

然而，你的无意换来一会的迟疑
你突然放开了手转身离去
留下被解开的心锁及半掩开的心窗
却不留下任何依恋

心锁再次上了锁
继续等待着它的解锁人。。。

Unforgetable 22th bday...

2010-08-05T08:38:00.000-07:00

I know my lovely bday has been over for quite a long period, but still I love to share this sweet memory in my blog. Wrote down every piece of my memory in words, by the time I read back my blog of what I have wrote here in my personal blog, I still manage to refresh all the sweet time I have been through. ^^

Well, here's how my 22th bday celebration goes...
The day before I reach 22 years old, 6 of us went to kudat, paid for RM15per person and we got a chance to stay in Rungus long house for one night.
Took some random photos at rungus long house before we move on to Tip of Borneo.

Reached Tip of Borneo after another 45min journey from the long house.

Reached 12am sharp, everyone of us stopped for our card game and it's time to blow candle!!!
No more cake from secret recipe but cup cakes instead..^^

the bday girl-tat's ME!! and the coming bday boy-mr Teo...

(**I really wish to upload mr Teo's funny video but seem like I am not allowable to do so due to the lame line..=.=**)
Still not the end of my bday party, we had dinner at Little Italy..yummy yummy~~

two pizzas~~

potato mushroom soup...nice to drink, bt definitely not nice to pay for it~~

Not without red winesss~~

Well, that's another surprise from ai yin, mee fan, jessie and ooi - bday present!!!I really dunno how they hide this big present inside jessie's beg without my notice @.@

Inside the bday wrap paper and the box, I am for sure it must be a doreamon..And there is it!!@@ But I love it!!Thx!!muckssss~~~~

The night is still young for us as we moved on to the next station - Firefly..WOah!!1st time having a bday clubbing party with drinksss~~

Other bday presents that I have received..^^
The blue sexy wear that I am wearing..(from yiny which she bought from Aussie ^^)

A stainless steel watch with a photo of me carve on it.

The mini case together with the watch.

And a big star pillow..

Thx for all the lovely presents...^^

Dear friends, friendship forever~~

2010-07-04T19:13:00.000-07:00

I thought that's only a few simple words that came out from my mouth when I ask you all to come to Sabah, and I thought you all probably wouldn't take it seriously but just a joke. Till I got the call that flight tickets have online-booked, I know that's no longer a joke but it comes to a real. I was like....Woah!!.. That's only excitement that I can describe for my feeling and I can't wait for it!!!YES!!!
Thanks to Mr Teo Zhen Kits, our beloved ban zhang for being our driver, our sponsor for the accommodation, our trip organizer and thanks for cooking maggie mee to 5 of us. It's delicious.hahahha..

Here's how our 8 days plan went...
Day 1~~
Took morning flight from LCCT and landed in KK airport. As usual, I was sleeping all the way in the plane.hahaha
Settled up everything, took a rest and went to our 1st destination - Pulau Manutik.
Took a group photo at Jesselton before we step forward to our sea-adventure.

Took a 15 min speed boat ride. It was a raining-soon day and the wave was strongly hit at our boat that our speed boat hardly fight it. You can probably heard screaming on the boat, everytime the spindrift hit on our face and we hardly balance ourselves as the boat like been threw up by the surging wave. It was as we are sitting on the surfboat，WOAH!! We have to squint as the sea breeze strongly hit on our face as they are welcoming our arrival.haha. It was so much fun and super duble excite!!!

The beach's view....

Two of the funny photos that have been captured by Miss J - Jessie.
We just manage to snorkeling for once as the weather was trying to fool us. Found a hut for shelter but suddenly gale blow in. Walao, so freak cold and we are like freezing there, hardly grabbed our tower and try to cover ourselves..那不昰普通的冷啊~~~

As usual, left our footprint before we take our leave from this beautiful island...

That's how we all looked like once we get back to jetty.

Due to 'OVER' hungry, we only manage to take one photo of our dinner at hilltop. When the rest dishes coming up, the next second I know is we finished up our dishes in 5 min!!!

Day2~~

Drove for 3hs journey from kk to Kundasang-Sabah Genting Highland. Thx, Teo.(thumbs up for u!!). Found D'villa, ok..looks more like a kindergarden but it's facility is satisfaction and the view is so nice~~(like like like!!!!)

Proceeded to Kundasang Park and captured some photos...

my zi muisss~~ai yin, jessie and mee fan!!!...

Ready,guys? Let's go for a hike!!!and feel the cold air of Kundasang!!!Yeah!!

Stopped by and have a rest. Huh~~(take a few deep breath).Another hiking adventure...nice!!!
Photo comes...

What!!!3.5km!!!!...but still haven reached to the end point yet.arr~~~~

tick tok,tick tok, already walked for 4.0km!!!!

Thank God, we finally reached....Felt thirsty, go for a drink. What!!RM3.00 for 1 botol of 100Plus drink?no thx...zzzz

Soupy fog but nice view~~~

Bought some junk foods and maggie cups for our supper. Of cause, not without poker card.haha

And the famous kundasang red bananas !!!funny thing is, everyone seem like enjoying to take a photo with it and I am one of them.haha!!

So sorry to our neighbour for making so much loud noises to you. But we just can't help ourselves from laughing and screaming from time to time while playing card game. It was so much fun!!! However, we will consider for other's feeling and avoid from getting another door knock from neighbour next time, complaining of our noises..paise :P

Day 3
Had a western-style breakfast which being provided...

Captured some nice photos at D'villa...

Our sweet homestay..^^

The view from D'Villa...woah~~

Said good bye to our sweet homestay, we proceed to Kundasang War Memorial...

Saw a funny phrase writing on the stone plate...hahaha

Next, Daisy farm!!!the only place we can find New Zealand cow in Malaysia..See!!!

Everywhere green~~~

ok, I did a super duble funny thing in front of ai yin, mee fan, teo, ooi and jessie, just in this greeny farm with those daisy cows. Can't tell out what I have did cause that will make me act more like a butt. So how funny was it? It was like 5 of them can't stop their laughter till can felt their own stomach pain. They can't even stop talking about the unfortunate funny thing I have made when we back in our car(..zzzz).They some more captured the funny scene of mine..=.=(What!!!~~)

Moved on to Nature Park...

Friendship forever!!!..Let's our friendship last for long!!!WOW~~~~~
captured this photo at Pine Resort...nice to see, nice to stay, but not nice to pay for it unless you wanna to spend up your money.haha

~left 5 days to go~

singapore zoo~~

2010-07-04T00:18:00.000-07:00

Our last day in spore, we took mrt to Ang Mo Kio mrt station, walked to terminal bus and took no.138 bus. It took the bus driver to drive for 30 min, and finally we are here!!!Singpore zoo, which is one of the world's ranking zoo.

nice view~~

zebras~~

kangaroos~~... ^.^

ziraffes...a bit fake-looking in this photo.hrmmm....

captured another one, more closer...hehe

a moody orang utan gripping a big rock...

polar bear~~they set up air-conditioners den for these polar bears as they used to live in south pole.

sleeping rhino...

colourful parrots~~

white tiger...

these small animals called otter..so cute~~they used to play in group, run in gang and they like swimming too..^^

2 wild boar busy eating their food. One of it lost one of it's horn...

Probosics, one type of the monkey group. According to the info, the bigger their nose, the more attractive they are to the females...weird right?

A female lion is resting on the rock...

squirrel..so cute~~and they run super fast!!!

Which animal will die 1st when they been knocked?
the answer is crocodile, cz 'kok kok die'...

Dunno what kind of fowl is this, but it got a attractive colour of it's feather.So... captured!!

a big fake sea lion..ha

Flamingoes...

update-spore trip^^

2010-07-03T21:01:00.000-07:00

Pulau kapas trip has been cancel off, but it doesn't mean that our holiday come to an end just like tat. Thanks to miss ai yin, we replaced it with a 3D2N spore trip. hahahah,guess this is my 3rd time visit spore!!
Since ai yin, her bf and mr ooi are 1st timer went to spore, I played up my role as the trip organizer.hehe.(too bad, i admit that i m not a good organizer, but i do hope you all enjoy the trip.^^)..After listed out the places that we wanna to visit with ai yin's assistance, I try my best to google out our trip route so that we can save our precious time and play more.hehe

Coming up with the photos that we have captured day by day...^^

1st day~~
took train fr sban to spore, stopped at tanjung pagar railway station. Walked for 10 min to tanjung pagar mrt, took the mrt to the next station- Outram Park interchange, then took another mrt to Farrer Park mrt station. With the assistance of the map board, we found our way to our backpacker hostel..cost rm36++ per night per person.^^

Lift down our things, took a rest, took our dinner at the nearest chinese restaurant, then start our 1st day journey in spore!!

Took mrt from Farrer Park mrt station to Dhoby Ghaut interchange, took another mrt to our 1st destination - City Hall...

The famous Merlion~~

Mr ooi, miss cheam,that's me...n mr Pow, ai yin's bf~~

Same colour~pink with white ^.^

pinky~~~~

Catch up with Esplanade - durian-look building, actually is a theatre hall but we din manage to watch the performance..

All the background design using white cloths...how creative they are~~

Day 2~~
From Farrer Park mrt station to Harbourfront mrt station, walked to Level3, Vivo City, paid for $3, get sentosa express and finally arrived in Sentosa Island!!!
Looks familliar?

Is Universal Studio~~~

LY stand for Li Yin, AY stand for Ai Yin, ZJ stand for Zhi Jiang and JF stand for Jiu Fong(dunno spelling correct o nt, paise :P)...

Took blue line bus to our next station - Underwater World and Dolphin show!!!!..$22.90 for both entrance fees and show as well..^^
Dolphin jumped over the hula hoop!!!

They played with the balls too..^^

Jumped over and touched the ball using it's tail..fabulous!!!

Sealion waiting for it's trainer instruction...

Both sealion and dolphins got their rewards - fishes actually, everytime they did the correct instructed action..so cute~~2 thumbs up to all of you!!!

And finally, welcome to Underworld water!!!

sting rays...

jelly fishes...

corals and clown fish...

Took 10 min ride up.

Then took our lunch with Sarpino's pizzeria...

creative drawing, captured at the mrt station stair..

Move on to Chinatown adn took our dinner...

Germany hotdog, tang yuan with 5 different flavour contents(yam,red bean,black sesame,green tea and peanut), xiao long bao, fu zhou yu yuan, bo pia and wan tan mee..yummy~~~

Later on, we walked to Clarke Quay and took a walk there.

Had our supper at 剪刀剪curry chicken shop..hehe

moody...

2010-06-19T07:53:00.000-07:00

sad, disappointed, dissatisfy.....
is it impossible for me to get what I want?
o is it.. I am not deserve to get any pay off?

Passion on nature adventure

2010-06-16T20:48:00.000-07:00

I still remember that I used to be a house lady before I was 'sent' to sabah for a long distance study. You will hardly see me hanging out so often by that time. I rather stay at home watch drama series,laying on my comfort bed with a book of harry potter or perhaps romance novel on my hand, reading it words by words. Or maybe you can find me lock myself in the room, drawing comic till my mom call me for dinner.

In school, I am totally neither interesting nor active in sport at all. The only social activity that I have joined so far is the student cadet reporter organized by sin chew daily. And it is fully recommended by my secondary school senior by that time.ha. It's fun and the important thing is I have learnt a lot from it. I met new friends from different area in the state of Negeri Sembilan. We organized camp, played and fooled around all the time. That was such a memorable time and sharing for us. Miss those days a lotsss...

Time passed in a flash and we can't admit sometime our behavior and passion changed along with it. Of cause, those changes cause by many factors, environment, peers, parents... And sometime people din realized it.

Honestly, I din notice myself born to be a adventure-liking till I found it has became my new passion recently. There's a beat of impetuous arise deep inside myself when I heard about hiking, jungle trekking, mountain climbing or any adventure act that i haven't try before and I can't help myself from putting my attempt on it. I dun care how challenging it is, how much stamina it costs on me, or how much energy that I have to consume. But the mean of determination and my passion on challenge to walk out from the bushes where I start from, finish up my way from the beginning till I able to stand on the top of the peak, along with the sign of victory in me at the end point. And I am telling you, I am loving and enjoying it soooooo much~~~ Guess there's always one in a lifetime to everyone that I should fulfill my life without any regret.^^

I went to apek hill for hiking with yiny and a gang of new hiking friends. It's was named with apek hill because it used to be a hiking hill for those old folks. You will totally admired by those 60-70 years olds old folks hiking there with a long stick holding on their hand， climbing up the stair-like hill foot by foot without any sign of laborious. There are some of them enjoying voice up with their singing skill aloud while hiking. WOAH!!Can you imagine how does that happen? How they do it?? I mean I just felt that it's strenuous to lift up my leg to climb up the hill and I am totally hardly searching for my breath.@.@

So far, it was the most challenging hill for me. It took us about 3 hours to finish up all the 6 stations. I already sweat up myself when I realized our stop is only the half way to the 3rd station!!swt =.=. Take a look at the photo, everyone of us looked totally exhausted. Just wondering where do those hiking old folks get their strong stamina from??GENG!!..

Our group photo took beside the old town coffee shop in Cheras after we have filled up our hungry stomach and have a rest at there.

It was totally exhausted but it was so much fun and adventurous. For me, it's a worth of try on it and I am looking for more of it.hahah.

Sushi zanmai!!!

2010-05-29T22:18:00.000-07:00

聞名不如一见，I finally got the chance to step my foot into this popular japanese restaurant!!I never like japanese foods before due to its extreme expensive price and their well-known non-cooked salmon, sushi... yaksss~ abit disgusting when heard about it. But once you made your 1st try on it, you will change your mind,absolutely!!trust me..

Foods that we ordered...(forgot about their japanese names:P)

salad with lots of sashime...yummy~

sushi with salmon...

One word to decribe - oishi~

Lastly, our desert is served. Waffle with ice-cream (vanila flavour). super nice and delicious~ (Highly recommended by ME!!mz try it!!)

The bday boy n me...thx for the treat!!!^^.. wahahaha

Never less with our photo - yiny yiny n yin yin..^^

At night, have a walk at pasar malam with yiny..bought many foods n drinks as well.
"Luk luk", always seen in pasar malam..nice!!but hot~

Later on, met with yiny's friends at Steven's mamak shop..A friendly and funny gang of gals. Nice to meet u gals.Haha

Another wonderful outing...^^

Expedition in cameron highland

2010-05-24T01:01:00.000-07:00

If you feel wanna to try some self-exploration,excite adventure, sort kind of expedition activities, I suggest you to come to cameron highland and join the jungle trekking tour package, you will get a lotsssss of fun and experiences, trust me!!!

It's super cold morning when we woke up, grey cloudy sky, cars moving and people walking on damp road, apparently it's just rained. Somehow it's no way to stop our journey till here just like that. We are going to have a rainforest adventure and it should be a lots of fun..
Wait till our tour guide come and fetch us with his land rover. Land Rover!!Can't imagine what kind of expedition we are gonna to have??ok, imagine it's just rained and we are going to drive through slurry road!! Hard to imagine? just look at those photos..

It's absolutely not a flat road that a kancil or perhaps a toyata camry can drive through, believe or not, your lovely car engine would broke down eventually and you can get your car to the garage for overhaul purpose. In fact, the slurry narrow road is concavo-convex and passengers are advised to hold any 'holder' beside you as hardly as can to balance yourself from swinging more harder in the jeep..And you can't just simply stop your car halfway without handing up the handbreak hardly, the car will slide itself..

see how dirty n slurry the jeep is..lucky for us as we got the expert driver here.^^..Our jeep manage to drive up to a 75 degree slope, a 20 minutes slurry ride adventure till a stop where we guys need to start our jungle trekking. Of cause not less with shout of excitement and feel the swinging in the jeep..

Let's the expedition start!!..We took quite a few photos only during jungle trek as we dun wan to lack behind or perhaps lost in the jungle. =.=

Trekking in the jungle for couples of hours and all I felt the sweat rained through my face and my whole body that I thought myself walking under the rain.=.=..

Guess this is the reward for our 1st time rainforest adventure - rafflesia, the world's biggest and smelly flower. As a short briefing by the tour guide, the lifespan of rafflesia is only 7 days and there are 3 different type of species we can find in here. Guess we are the lucky one, it's the 2nd day of blossom for the raflesia..
Due to raining, the smelly odor of the rafflesia has been covered up and we are pleased to take a near photo with it. Somehow, you still can see flies flying around this big smelly flower..

And this is the blossom bud or perhaps a baby raflesia. Looks more like a brown mushroom..ha

Mission completed!!!..give a victoria sign to the camera!!!

Now then I realized why there are so many jungle trekkers even though they know it's dangerous. You actually get a lots of experiences in passing through the obstacles in the bosk, across the rivers by stepping on rock by rock, walking in the slippery and yet slurry jungle is not that easy as you can imagine. You get exhausted but it's a lots of fun indeed.
Next, we heading to orang asli village...

This is the blow pipe orang asli used to use it to hunt down the animals...

Our white sport shoes turns out to become a 'chocolate shoes' after walked out from the jungle..swt..Guess everyone of us got a washing job to do once we get back to home.ha

BOH plantation!!!time to have a cup of tea..^^

Mossy forest..'avatar' view and feel yourself factually in the world of 'the lord of the ring', as told by our tour guide.haha..

nice?

nice??

Any 'avatar' feel?

All I can say, I am having a lots of fun during this 3 days 2 nights trip in cameron highland..^^..Thanks to you guys again and this adventure will be the most memorable trip.

memorable trip to cameron highland....

2010-05-23T20:13:00.000-07:00

Guess most of you have been to cameron highland before when you are still a little kid. Ermm... it might be hardly to believe that this is my first time to cameron highland, but it's fact indeed.ha..and I realized that I like cameron highland a lot after went there just for once!!!not just because of it's weather but its' unique place, its' beautiful view, the fresh air, if you searching for a peaceful and relaxing place, don't hesitate to move to cameron highland. You will be grateful for that...

Here are some of the photos that we have took during our 1st day exploration trip in cameron highland. Let's wah for these photos.ha

Don't doubt at me as I used to be a sleeping pig in the car during a long journey drive. But the waterfall at Lata Iskandar (pls do correct me if I did the wrong spelling.he) totally caught our eyes on it till all my sleepy is gone just in flash.
And the next second we just dropped by here before reaching to our destination and took some photos while our pity driver finally could took a small nap in the car after a 4hs drive.ha..

If I am wearing a short pant now instead of mine only jeans, I will absolutely jump into the water without any hesitate and feel the coldness of this spring.

As usual, posing posing and posing...

Enough with photographic section, let's continue with our journey!!!Cameron highland, we are coming now!!!..
erm..if there's a choice for me, i rather spend for a flight and straight away landed on this highland, rather than suffering myself on the "snake road" for more than an hour. =.=
Finally reached to the town and found Kang hotel, what I know the next second I felt wanna to vomit just right here!!swt...
Took a rest, entered our room, dropped off all our belongings and took photos again..hehe

Cameron Highland..here we are!!!..So what next? cameron highland used to famous with strawberries farm, flowers farm, bee farms, vegetables farms, butterfly farm...Hang on, we are coming one by one!!!
Welcome to self-plucking strawberries farms..Pluck as many strawberries as you like but please pay for it at the counter. RM20 per 1/2kg..and again this is my 1st time eating a strawberry.ha..Before this, I thought strawberry taste a bit tartness but trust me, it's not.

mucksss..strawberries,we loving u~

Near distance to see these big and reddish strawberries..Once you taste it, a thumbs up to it :p..Just a little useful information for freshmans, don't wash it before you eat, you will found different taste. As what the boss told us, it's because it's organic planting. erm...just believe what you heard.

Next, butterfly farms...

Coming up next, gals like the most- roses...

There are more than just red roses, but also pink, white, and orange as well

Other unknown flowers as well..hehe

Have a walk stair by stair to the top hill and you could see the beautiful view of cameron highland from top view, surrounded by flowers...

Dropped by at the Sweet Moment - the only strawberry restaurant
in Cameron Highland. Erm..quite an unlucky day for us, as we miss the fried strawberry ice-cream because of the broken machine..haih..
tiramisu mousse with ice-cream...

Strawberry with pancake..

yummy yummy...but the shop design a bit like secret recipe,hehe

Tat's all for day 1..coming up with more excite expedition photos.haha

SS day ~

2010-05-18T04:06:00.000-07:00

Ok, yday suddenly happen to be a super extreme boring day to me that I dun even noe why it happen to be like that.It make me crazy till I dun hv any mood to on9, fb or watch any movie, drama series.lol..No holiday mood, bt oni bored~
Thank god, the bored day finally come to an end..@@

Met with another miss boring in msn this morning,ha..and we decided for a gal's shopping again!! ^^..

Terminal 1 is the oni place that exist a stall called "Easy way" in sban. lol..miss u so much, milky tea!! and finally i cn taste u again!!^^

Upon miss ai yin's request, I m gonne upload all the ss photos that we hv took with our new-bought hairband..=.= (paise to say, bt it's really too much...=.=)

Hairband that i hv bought for myself..

hey hey,changed another post...

borrow ai yin's hairband n try...

ss with ai yin...

haha..more n more ss photossss....

pls call us miss ss!!..haha

Karaoke..lalala~

2010-05-12T01:53:00.000-07:00

Ok, shew went bek to t'ganu,rushing for her fyp, jessie having vacation in China with her family, Mee Fan stil stick in Pahang...tat's mean there oni left two gals here (nt included guys.hehe).. And finally, v cn bek to our karaoke life in sban.ha.woah!!

I still remember tat the first time when i was brought to karaoke by frez, i was a super shy one, nt even have a courage to hold the mike, so dun even have to ask me to sing solo, cz you will oni see me shaking my head - answering "no thx, you cn hv it" to u.ha..

Well, i din dream to b a singer, for i dun even have a wonderful voice and the courage to stand on the stage and sing in front of the public. But i really enjoy singing in a closed room with a gang of playful frez.haha.It's called relax and enjoy.

Camwhore b4 taking leave from our singing box...^^

Playing self-camwhore while waiting for miss tay trying her wear. I like the lighting here, cz it's suitable to take nice photo.haha

By the way, Thx ai yin!!for the free meal ^^....

Happy mother day!!

2010-05-09T09:03:00.000-07:00

Thanks for bringing me to this world
To share the love of yours
To feel the deepest warmth of your arm
To feel your gentleness and care
To see the smile of sunshine on your face...

Because of you
I tend to open my eyes and see the blue sky
Because of you
I learnt to stand up on my feet for the very first time
Because of you
I have my voice speak out the very first word, trying to call you, mom...
I have you, whispering in my ears when i am filled with fear
For you are my strength all the time, to get through the thwarts that happen in my life
And your words of wisdom, always be the guiding star in my life...

Throughout these years,
There's is nothing more that I can realize but your sacrifice,
just to give me the best as you can
But you never ask for more...

There's nothing to replace the grandness of yours,
For you are the special gift of mine that i ever have
I love you,mom!!!

love

2010-05-07T10:28:00.000-07:00

Is it true when reached an age, where you easily trapped by a love feeling on someone? That your mindset sort kind of totally controlled by tat feeling,and your thought will be totally get influenced as well?

Just another self-counsel day…

2010-04-23T08:07:00.000-07:00

Till when shall I REALLY learn not to put too much expectation on every certain thing, yet when thing turn out to be out of my expectation and the result came out doesn’t in my “satisfactory” range, I am the one alone who need to feel regret and downhearted eventually.

I realized, I aware, I knew, things doesn’t completely turn out to be perfect, so for what is the point I have to make myself down for I didn’t achieve my target, self-blaming for making such undeserved mistake, then feel hopeless on my other priority, when l knew I already put in all my effort on it?

There will always a small mistake or failure that everyone will encounter throughout his/her life and that comes the time for us as the mistake maker to build a lesson for ourselves. So, be tough and just consider on other priorities…..

Cheers to our night ^^ !!

2010-04-06T18:35:00.000-07:00

What I can say is, our appre night is bravo!!!How to describe leh?erm...The hotel is grand,the programme is interesting, all of us really having fun n enjoy it super muchhhh the whole night not only with our seniors but juniors as well..We shout for supporting, laugh for the funnies, dance on the dance floor, fooling around with coursemates, camwhoring whenever the camera is ready, n much much fun arise continuously... It's kind of plan for fostering senior-junior relationship.^^If can, i do hope the night can be more longer...

Honestly, it is quite messy during fews month preparation as this is our first time organising this first huge event,arguments somehow did occurs among us over small matter that can't come into endorsement. During that night, the situation was a bit mess-up, some unit members even have to run around on the spot throughout the night to make sure the whole programme went smooth and everything is under control..But eventually our hardwork turns into succeed and that's what we want!!

The night is set with "cowboy" theme and thats how we wore on that night..haha. Looks more like casual wearing.ha

camwhoring with seniors... good luck to u al,seniors!!v r such that proud to have group of seniors of u al that helps us along and that playful as well.haha
That's me n Ai Ling-our "the most stylish" award winner on that night.

And this is me n jia yong..^^

camwhoring with coursemates...^^

me n yiny...^^

Time to dance and celebrate for our night!!!
Everyone,cheers to our night!!!

关于我，自己

2010-04-06T18:23:00.000-07:00

突然间，想了解自己有多深，就不知不觉十只手指放在键盘上，挥舞了起来。。。

我习惯自作遐想，幻想中，它是存在的；但一旦回到现实，我自觉它的不真实。嘲我爱做梦，笑我天真，但江山易改，本性就是难移。至少我还有自知自明，在还未坠入冥想的深谷前，临时拔自己一脚。因为我自知，凡事都该有个保留，渴望得越高，造成的失望只会越大。不管是学业，爱情还是友情，亦是一样。

十二个星座里，巨蟹座是属于多愁善感的，情绪时上时下，以时好时坏的天气来形容是最好不过了。时而开朗，心情自然好；时而悲观，心情糟透，对每件事都会觉得不顺眼。叫我爱哭鬼吧！因为每当心情低落，遇到不愉快的事时，眼泪会替我发泄，就这样，让一切的不满不乐，随着一滴滴的眼泪流落。偶尔想，也可替干燥的眼睛滋润一下，一举两得。我不善于掩盖情绪，一切的酸甜苦辣，自然地画在面上，轻易判断。就是这样，经常变化无穷，就连自己也抓摸不到。@@lll

无可想象，我是个敏感的女生。对于每一事，事物或人和，都会突发起敏感的感觉，让我不经意地怀疑我的敏感度是否过高了。我容易让自己踏上悲观的猜测，也容易让自己跌入误会的圈套。但偏偏很难拿出勇气来去化解一切，就习惯性地把烦恼扎一捆在心里，让脑袋胡思乱想一番。说是不在乎那些琐碎的事情，其实还是会在意每一件事。最近学会了让自己看开，化解心中的紧绷，尝试了无数次，还蛮有效的。一个人去走走，透透风，人的思想真的可以看透一切，紧绷的心也可得到解脱。让自己快乐的方法，就是别对事事计较。对每件事都执著不已，是对心灵的折磨，对自己的伤害。又何苦呢？

朋友总是说我心软，下定决心的心意总是容易被动摇，即使在我人前人后扮演着双面人，我依然接受；对我忽冷忽热，我亦只有无奈。脾气，我是有的，但我习惯性地把它压抑在心底。脾气爆发那刹那，就是忍无可忍的时候。偶尔选择透透风，情绪就安顿下来。冷静下来后再仔细想想，大事化小，小事化无，不就少惹祸吗？我不属宽容的个性，但就是不知如何形容，大概就是胆小怕事吧。不懂是好是坏，偶尔觉得被伤害的感觉，反反复复，已成了习惯，也麻木了。

沉默是我掩饰自己的武器，胡闹是我小孩子的一面，两者都属于我的本性。难猜测我偏属哪个个性吧？只能说，随心吧。

***说完了，也许还有待续^^ ***

unexpected prize..^^

2010-03-15T21:27:00.000-07:00

No preparation, no revision, no study, without any expectation to win and bring back any prizes, and guess what??our group won the 3rd place for the chem quiz!!!@@

Eventually, we share our hamper with others during the sandakan trip!!^^

feel lost

2010-03-15T20:45:00.000-07:00

What would you do when you are lost,
finding youself standing in the middle of the crossroad??
when there are two decision to be made,
to let go or to hold it??
To let go, because it hurts
To hold it, because deep in heart, you just dun wan to gv up
.............

A novel to share with

2010-03-15T17:33:00.000-07:00

Just finish read a novel, titled “A walk to remember”, wrote by Nicholas Sparks, being shown in a film before, but slightly different on how the story goes. This is why I like about reading a novel as compared to just watch the same story in a movie. Mostly people will just focus and talking about the artist appearance or maybe impress on the movie background making more than understanding the whole story all about after watched the movie. Compare to novel, authors using their own imagination and their own thought to deliver the message in the story and to impress readers about the story, to make the story as interesting as can, all by words. After all, it’s all depends on how the reader’s understanding and imagination. No artists, no moving objects been seen and attract your attention, but your mind will totally filled up with your own understanding and self-imagination on the story flow. That’s the difference.

This is one of the phrases that I have abstracted from this novel as well. Once I read it, my heart touched by its meaning. Try it…

Love is always patient and kind. It is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful. Love takes no pleasure in other people’s sins, but delights in the truth. It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, and to endure whatever comes.

Till now, I never have been in a relationship before. But what I understood about love is sometime I feel like love is playing a hide and seek game with everyone. Whenever you hope to be fall in love and to be loved, it just hides from you. Love will only comes to you naturally when you din expect or desire for it. And you will never notice its’ approach until it tell you that it did exist in your heart. Such an amazing, romantic and sweet with it’s existence that bond your heart and feeling with someone else, though without asking your permission and notices you at the time it had chosen to set up a trap deep inside your heart. Once you stepped in, you just can’t help falling in love.

Continue continue continue

2010-03-15T17:16:00.001-07:00

More n more photos coming!!!
visiting with my form 5 gang 2day..receive angpau, gambling, take photos,non-stop!!

finis visiting, there is still long day to go. So, why nt nex round??free bbq in PD!!-all food sponsored by our bo bo..

CNY (Continue...)

2010-03-04T22:03:00.000-08:00

Finally can on9 n continue to upload those cny photos..Although it has been quite a long time, but as i insist to put in all my memory in this blog, i shldn't miss any of it.

This year will be the most busy cny 4 me as i almost spend all my time out for visiting and gathering with my frens.
2nd day of cny, i went to Jill Lyn's house for visiting. Imagine finally cn meet up with my cousins where we din hv a chance to meet each other for so long. Call to mind when we are still chidren, we used to play along, act like power ranger, play 'jumping' and all kind of games...so yearn about those playful day.ha. Somehow, we cn't change the fact that everyone has grown up eventually and having their own life respectively. Seem like cny such a precious time for us to meet up again..

This is Jill Lyn n me

Sun kit, me n my bro..(2 guys hv to bend themselves to concert with my height.haih.--)

How how, at the left side beside jill lyn...

Finis visiting, times to yam cha again. Thx to miss tay again as our organizer to have this gathering.haha
Finnally, v get to go to station 1 and try up their drinks where v used to hear up ppl saying about it and it used to full of custumers when v get there.

Station 1 hot chocalate..^^

me n ai yin foolng around, trying to make xiu qiong more like cockcoach.haha..bt i dun thnk it is a success anywhere.ha

my turn to b a photographer...

rabbit!!!

my new high heels with aiyin 'aladdin' slipper(dun thnk it is a correct word to be use)..

fgt about it's name but it is nice to eat...yummy!!!

cny random picture (20100214)

2010-02-22T20:59:00.000-08:00

Happy valentine & happy chiness new year!!!
Due to the late flight booking, i oni cn settle my 'tuan nian fan' with my fam at mamak shop cz wen i cam bek fr sabah, it's ady 1200am!!!For the whole week, my father keep repeating the same thng," nex time, pls arrange ur time properly so that no nid to b so rush..." --

Guess i m over excited, i js slept for couple of hours. As usual, sweet greeting to parents n get angpau from them..haha. Later on, dress up n go for visiting!!!
Taking random picture of myself and wif my bro...

At my aunt's house,

Gather with my primary schoolmate at bidara corner n wen to yoke ling's house...

post like as in "珠光宝气“..bt guess v fail to do so...

友情极限

2010-01-21T00:10:00.000-08:00

一路走来才发觉
原来朋友是有时间限制的
不管合不合都只在于一缘之际
曾经嘻嘻哈哈
仿佛每段回忆都记载在相簿里
一旦被冰封一时
再见亦只是陌生一个
及时面对面都会特意别开

曾经坚持紧握着不放手
天真的以为只要不放弃就不会失去
却。。。。。。

在我友情字典里
不曾容许绝情绝义
要讨厌是需要勇气
要恨就要狠
但内心的痛，谁亦能体会？
因为不管生气讨厌或恨
内心偏偏心软得似个失败者
骗不了自己亦都不曾好过过

自问，
朋友不是该开开心心简简单单
见面时没有一丝尴尬
一起时也无需逃避？

自知爱情本来就很复杂
为何友情亦是？

p/s：只想忘怀一切，自信地为自己开心活下去！！

Emo day

2010-01-20T23:49:00.000-08:00

I really NOT unhappy today but it just happens to me to be emo suddenly till I feel like I just wanna to be alone. I dun think it’s totally wrong to be alone sometimes, cz everyone do nid privacy somehow??

I wouldn’t deny that I m kind of pessimism person most of the time where I used to think things in a negative way. Yet, I used to keep it myself rather than telling others what I feel about, why I m upset for o what is bothering me. Somehow, my face expression shows up my feeling obviously whenever it happens to be I m quiet, and this totally make me a loser where I m kind of can’t help myself keep my own feeling from everyone. Does it mean that I m not tough enough at all?? Or girls probably do emo most of the time?

Group work, always is bothering when it comes to self-formed group decision. I ady expected that I should just find my group myself when there is a limitation of member formed in each group. There wouldn’t always be like cz u belong to this group so u do no need to so worry abt group formation stuff cz sure u will b counted in that particular group. I realized it. What my feeling telling me is that I do b upset n totally b angry with if bcz of me, every1 seem like hard to make the decision n finally I m the one to be blamed. Totally hate tis kind of unreasonable problem to happen again n eventually i m the only one kind of to be isolated again. So, it doesn’t matter to me at all for which group I m in now. For me, I still can join other groups and new members. If everyone is ok with the decision, then I m totally ok with oso.

20100110 Kudat trip

2010-01-14T21:54:00.000-08:00

This is wat v called uni life...Nt only struggling 4 good result, BT oso spend our spare time have a trip outing with coursemate.ha
Spending 3hs + sitting in a kancil, summore the hot sun shine in directly on you!no view, only surrounded by trees, trees n trees. Really nt a good choice 4 enjoy.-.-

However, v finally arrived at our 1st destination - bee farm...
the funny thngs is , it is nt the bee farm wat i expected to b. Waiting 4 the ppl in-charged to kindle up the coconut skin (kind of it), v took a 2 minutes walk n then saw more than 10 of white boxes. Then v were told by the lady that the bees r inside the boxes..
al of us like .............u must be joking me.

the bees' house

spreading the coconut skin which after been kindled up at the bees, sum kind of narcotic, so that v won't b bit by those bees...

bees...actually if wan so, cn get it at my hostel, especially u cn get a lot in the toilets...ha

holding the bees...actually nt that scary at al..he

Bfore leaving the bee farms, took photos with the 2 biggest bees...

Nex destination - the long house

Nthng special, cz stil under reno, so js camwhoring around..

After spent our visit to those kg2 place, v cont with our journey to tip of the borneo - our main destination!!!
It's totally nt a easy journey to travel about, nt only spending our half day sitting in the car - san fu sai our drivers.ha, bt oso hv to spend abt half an hour pass thr jln2 batu, of cz in two ways. Luckily our car tayar din blow out after all...

tip of borneo!tip of borneo!!n v r HERE!!!
super nice view of sea, super nice view of white water fighting with each other, super nice sound of wave when hit at those rock...
n believe o nt, totally cn't keep ur eyes away from these view..super nice!!!

Before be close to the sea, still hv to manage to climb down on this 'rock stair'...

camera pls!!!

Can't stop camwhoring, smilling ,n posting in frt the cam....

Carved our name on the big rock as footprints?memmory?whatever ...importantly, v been here before!!!ha...

Hv a 'da he zhao' first before taking our heavy step leaving this wonderful works of god...js count 10 to 1 n smile!!!

Walao, wat a long distance bek to our car.-.-.....

Tey said, if come to kudat, never miz the chance to c the sunset. Bt unfortunately, v r short of time, plus driving at nite bek to ums fr kudat is totally a dangerous action to take. Why say so? cz there aren't any street lamp provided along the road!!Plus, narrow road still under contruction. So nvr try it eventhough u r dare enuf to thnk of.
Quickly taking our dinner at kfc, our journey finally came to the end and v bek to ums again...

Hopefully the nex time i come for the 2nd time, i will be able to c the sunset!!!@@...

Happy Birthday, mom!!!

2010-01-04T16:20:00.000-08:00

Since tmr i will be left n bek to sabah, let ur beloved daughter - tat's me celebrate for ur bday early for 10 days..hehe..
No cakes o party for this time, BUT!!! a little self-made present (chocolate) for u...

Cn't smell, cn't eat, only cn keep it in ur memory...

Wish ur health always in good condition and happy forever...love u,mom! muckkkkks!!!!

Another little self-made present by me oso...a strawberry cake!!

Going to gv to a cuming bday gal...

Gathering at ktv...(20091226)

2010-01-02T16:56:00.000-08:00

Guess every1 prefer to gather o celebrate bday party at karaoke le. No exception for our form 5 gathering as well.
Think this will be my 4th time singing karaoke during this holiday..haha.
hw could u imagine when 12 ppl gather inside a medium-size ktv room but with only 2 microphones??

Luckily, those guys, erm..actually more to too shy to pick up the microphones and sing bt rather to sit aside n let the gals sing..Gals r ' zap dou' la.ha..no such thng like preemption at al.ha

After tired of singing, v rest for a while and start camwhoring...

Due to too many ppl, v try our best to stick tgt n fill-up any empty space under the camere 'limited area' b4 the cameraman 'chik-chak'...

me n ah yuh!!...the room is too cold till i hv to borrow shwu ying's jacket n cover myself.-.-

Only gals!!!..pls make sure ur gender b4 joining this grp for photo session.haha

All tgt again...

miss Catherine n miss Katherine...

Having fun again!!!^^

outing during Christmas...(20091225)

2010-01-02T04:06:00.000-08:00

Guess guess guess!!!how m i going to celebrate for Christmas??

Morning, 4 of us - me ,ai yin, rabbit n xiu qiong (always the same ppl -.-) watched 'Alvin and the Chipmunks' at jusco....

At nite, bbq at shwu ying's new hse. It's actually a celebration for her wedding enrollment anniversary day..^^

erm, it's js spontaneous reaction when someone taking photo at you while you haven prepared yt...ha (i totally din realize ah bao, chun jie and ah yan hv the same reaction as me til i saw tis photo..ha)

No choice of hiding ourself anymore, v js let shwu ying took photo at us while v r bz chatting n laughing...

Sitting on the stair, watching the others playing the present-exchange game.. V din join this game, properly bcz wanna to save money...ha

Christmas eve...(20091224)

2010-01-01T07:34:00.000-08:00

Every christmas eve sure wil find me stay at home, watching tv. But this year totally different, cz i m hanging out!!ha...
Planned to celebrate our christmas eve at tarot cafe since tere wil b hving performance, bt the time v arrived tere,FULL!!!
nvm, v changed to station 1 and 1 more time, FULL!!!
-.-, no choice, v choose to yam cha at the ex-red island cafe(ady changed name bt i din notice its new name.ha)

Later on, v straight away drove to PD again (again, it is las minute decision)...

Fooling around on the beach at sunshine hotel...

Be careful with my hands, pls...

Merry christmas!!!

Last day in spore...(20091220)

2009-12-31T20:54:00.000-08:00

Sentosa!Sentosa!lalalala....hw could i miss this bench in my list when the sea is calling 4 me while i m in spore??Totally a 'no' for me n lucky for the day, it is nt raining!!^^..
Bt before going to Sentosa, v js camwhoring at vivo city, again.....(Js to mention, i m wearing the dress i bought yesterday at chinatown. Guess hw much it costs?....only $12!! @@..hw cn it b so cheap in spore bt nt here...)

Js believe it, both of us only spent $3 in sentosa.Ha!! The cheapest trip i haven't hd..The secret tips is v r nt spending any other fees bt js the entrance fees. With only $3, v cn stil enjoy in Sentosa!!

Welcome to siloso beach. V walked til the end of the beach while other ppl r waiting 4 so long for the tram n mini bus..

Slippers that v bought at vivo city, $20 for two. And v r wearing it n walking on the beach...

Look at the sea n beach!!! If compare to PD, totally a loser for PD.haiz..

Place for tourists to relax...

I m totally nt scare of the seawater. But...the seawater is really cold~ V r like freeze-ing when stepping in it...

Look at the sky, totally two different side, half stil in daylight n the other in dark indicated it gonna to rain. Bt luckily, it doesn't..^^

Merlion again!!Properly cn called it Merlion of sentosa...

Straight away took mrt to our nex destination after that - Bugis..The other 'qi chiong gai' in spore. Honestly, i totally prefer chinatown than Bugis,properly bcz Bugis is more miscellaneous if compared to chinatown...
Bt stil, the decoration is super nice n amazed...

Performance by a group of young blood using finger alphabet...super nice!!! Both of us would properly watch it til the show is ended if only the time is allowed..T.T

Our last station-Orchard Road, a shopping paradise for shopaholic...bt nt for us.hehe

The overall view of the Christmas tree...

Taken from the nearer distance,

Nt amazed enuf? hw about take a look inside the Christmas tree??

Met with my senior from 'xue ji'- chaw ee. It's being such a long time v din meet while he is working in Spore.
Btw, thx for the dinner n b our cameraman!!

Full of ppl along the street, bt oso the performance. Despite bz-ing taking photo, v stil stopped ourselve n watch tis amazing performance...

Bedtime story time!!But i m nt going to tell the story all abt cz i didn't read it bt bz in taking photos..hehe

Taking photo with two pretty santa gals...

Our last photo for 2day n oso hv taken the longest time to take this photo..The reason is v hv to wait for the santa claus to make its 360 degree turn n face to us.hehe

This trip is totally tired ,BUT! it brings lot of fun. It is like a self-explore trip for us where no guide tour is provided except in NUS, n v went to all of the places as v hv planned without spent all the money that v hv.^^...In fact, it totally a challenge for 'road blind'- ppl like us ==.

Continue day 2...

2009-12-31T01:09:00.000-08:00

wat would malaysian do when u oly hv $200 bt hv to survive for 3 days in spore??everythng cost in double bt stil u wish to visit as many places as cn as it is such an uncommon chance for u to step in other country??
Here is hw me n lien yiny did during tis few days...Suddenly both of us like used to pinch n scrape spontaneously. Eat, v shared; consider the price 1st when shop n eat; do non-payment stuff like take photos n window shopping..

why look sad?cz of the bad weather that made us hv to cancel our trip to sentosa..Sentosa is js located behind me.lol.T.T

Due to raining, v hv to stay at tis expensive shopping mall-vivo city. Insist nt to spend more money, v js camwhoring around til the rain stop..

Believe o nt, i being to Egypt for couple of second n took tis photo?...

This yogurt ice-cream would b the most expensive ice-cream i do ever eat.$5.50 per cup..(better dun change it to RM dollar, u wil b psyched out.hehe)..bt honestly it is delicious..^^

Our nex destination-chinatown!!!-place where selling cheaper souvenir n cloths...

In chinese, they called it '牛车水‘. Totally dunno y this name is being used.==

somewhere like 'qi chiong gai' in kl n at here, me n lien yiny begin to spend money on buying cloths n of cz, EAT!!!

Nt sure he is german o nt, bt he is selling germany sausage n seem like many queuer-mostly tourists buying it...
Dunno wat sauce he hd put, bt the taste is nice!!^^..he somemor cn speak a bit in chinese tim.ha

Guess how tall the guy standing in frt of me is?...abt my double height!!lol..nt fair.T.T

5 different flavour 'tang yuan'- black sesame, red bean, green tea, yam, n nut..Happy 'dong zi'!!..
Nt to waste any food, v even finished the soup!!

Totally won't believe that each of us js eat 3 of the 'fu zhou yi yuan' n finis the soup as our dinner for today!!!nt to keep fit bt js to save money...sound like self-torturing ==

Nex station, Clarke Quay - nicer place for drinking beers o having romantic couple dinner ...Most of them here are tourists(ah mo) cz they r mor affortable to spend on those drinks n food.-.-
And for those ppl like us, oly afford to talk a walk around n photos as well.ha

Look!!totally different view between day n night...
during daylight,

And at night, light on everywhere....

Small band performance...

While waiting for the tour boat, v camwhored around...nice view, see!!!

Boat that v being waiting for...

On the boat,

Random photos taken during boat touring..(Wat i cn say the night view is totally amazing til i cn't let go the camera from my hand and bz-ing click, click n click!!!)

Bek to Merlion Park again...^^

If u dare, go n hv a try on tis extreme swing, bt ABSOLUTELY nt for me...

One mor day to go...
catch up with more photos cuming up..hehe^^

Singapore trip (day 1-181209)

2009-12-30T23:45:00.000-08:00

Singapore!!i m here le...never thought tat my parents will let me go to spore alone, no mistaken, is ALONE!!!
quite a unforgetable day during my 1st day arrived in spore where i hven meet lien yiny bt my hp ady out of credit, no cab willing to stop at railway station n thus made no choice for me but ask direction fr others n walk alone on the strange dark street, pas by building by building, street by street til i arrive to the nearest mrt station...lucky for me, spore such a safe place n the residents are so friendly enuf..

Went to NUS with anna as our guide tour the nex afternun...

U wil never get the rite guess abt tis place. Here is wat they called it 'hostel'!! more like a appartment for me.-.-

After a random visit to NUS, v got to 'tumpang' anna fren's car to city hall...
Wat a amaze with the christmas decoration in spore...js take a look at those photos v hv took n u wil believe with wat i said...

Dun believe?cz it's hven dark yt...

How abt tis?...

amazed?

more photos cuming...

Noe wat is tis? the famous indication of spore - The Merlion!!!

The small Merlion...

Magic post..changing colour every few second..

Supposely v ady taken many photos, i thnk abt 500!!! But, most of it is repeating taken with the same view as background..ha

naughty boy..-.-

2009-12-30T23:04:00.000-08:00

hard to find a baby who cn smile spontaneously in frt of cam???...dun worry, cz u cn find 1 at my home.-.-

hving a cute face bt others will nt noe hw naughty is he..
look!!!every1 bz-ing doing ownself stuff, bt tis little cow boy climb on my dad motorbike without our assistant lo...until he calling 4 my mom, all of us search 4 him n found him standing on the bike n smilling at us...

c hw relax is he...

making a cute post in frt of my cam...

posting a rider posture...standing behind are my beloved dad n mom

Eventhough he such naughty, bt really cn't admit tat he create a lot of fun n laugh to my fam...love u,cowboy!!1muckkkk!!!

Malacca n PD trip (15/161209)

2009-12-30T07:03:00.000-08:00

Nt yt finis!!!cuming up with mor pictures..ha
As v planned earlier, v r going to malacca n it does on!!!Usually i sure b a 'sleeping beauty'(ha,so muka tembok...)in the car for a long journey..this time is totally different!!me n ai yin js keep on talking nonsense, making the guys 'mou sai fu' til v reached our destination...

Nitemare for 4 of us abt wat hd happened here(portugise village)...an uncle follow us wherever v walk to js to make sure v r going to his shop n take dinner...swt..Eventually, v din go to tat shop oso bcz of his weird behaviour scared us away

Random photo took by miss tay in the car...my innocent expression..-.-

Nthng to do, v took a boat ride around the Malacca town...

The nex day, v cont with our trip to the red house n hv the chance to drink nyonya cendol...

jiak!!!js like wat i used to do in frt of lovely cousin bro to make him laugh...

U won noe hw excited m i wen i m getting taller than usual..bt it oly long for couple of second.@.@

Seem like i m used to the same post most of the time...hehe

Once finis malacca trip, v straight away drove to PD (js to mention, it is a las minute decision!!!)

Pls focus on rabbit's leg!!!it is my 'jie zuo', assisted by ai yin n xiu qiong...ha

Thx to u guys again!!!i like tis trip very much...

Newborn 'sisters'...

2009-12-30T06:14:00.000-08:00

Finally got 2 puppies!!!No one is more excited than my dad n bro who long time searching for puppy...We expect to get puppy boy mor than puppy girl most properly male dog better in jaga house than those female dog...But what my bro brought home were two puppy gals...Initially all of us were a bit disappointed, bt wen the time v 1st saw them lying in the box brought along by my bro, everything js changed!!!
U won't believe how cute they are, i js stunned there n thought js cam across my mind ,"omg!!!i like them vy much!!!"

One of them is in white with some spots n the others is yellow...all of us bz-ing playing with them til fgt to gv them their names...
no suitable names come across our mind, v js called them ah white n ah yell(shortform of yellow) on the 1st day, ya i noe, wat a stupid name is tat...bt lucky my mom finally called them mimi for the white 1 n shirley for the yellow 1...wat a sweet names.^.^

Shirley!!!having the most beautiful fur among the two with big eyes @@...

And this is mimi!!!shld b a spoty gal, but nt clear enuf...

Sleeping baby after my bro petted it...cute,isn't??

And nw, wat they do in routine is js like wat baby does often..sleep,wake up n eat, play awhile, then sleep again.-.-....v went to veterinary clinic this morning, n was told that they do nid to do injection js like wat v hd injected with bcg las time..n u noe wat??their cookies n shampoo r mor expensive than us!!!...Anyway, the whole family like them vy much ,pampering them n treat them as our family member too..

Shopping day...

2009-12-28T22:55:00.000-08:00

Upon sou luan's request, me, ai yin n jessie bek to our 'shopping paradise'-time aquare again, for the 2nd time...

Just arrived at time square, 4 of us were amazed by the creative christmas decoration till v fgt abt our shopping purpose bt start camwhoring around...

merry christmas!!!4 snowgals taking photos tgt...

wearing mini skirt as our dressing theme...

lost ur way?nid directory?

hohoho, santa claus is cuming to town...