阴天的心情

今天的心情是阴阴的，不知为何，总有种失落感
胸口闷闷地，好不滋味

努力地散去阴云，方才能好好的走下去……

等待 . 爱情

爱情是奇妙的
它给人蜜糖般甜甜的滋味
亦可带来苦汁的滋味

难以预测的爱情
总是趁你不留意时突然来击
当爱情来击时，难免会让人招架不住

然而，
爱情不能勉强
亦不能存有执着
是你的，终究会找上你
握紧了，就该珍惜

爱情亦是盲目的
越陷越深，越难以自拔
理智亦容易被掩埋
在爱情的陷阱里，勿忘保留理智

然而，爱情总是被渴望的

我的爱情，又在哪儿呢？

情.苦

感情最怕就是动了心却没有回报…
无胆表白却痴痴等待对方的回应……
苦苦等待的滋味是苦涩的...
很想摆脱却放不下...
只怪内心的坚韧敌不过种下的感情...

Present from an anonymous

On my last birthday, I was surprisingly received a bouquet of pink rose .... from anonymous...

This year Valentine's day, another surprise given to me to find a nice packed Royce chocolate on my table but again....from anonymous...

Anonymous, I do not know who you are and what is the reason behind you have concealed yourself.
But I would like to say thank you for the warmth and sweet gifts for that made my day.

However, I do hope so you will reveal yourself to me :)

Letting Go of the Desires

Read a nice article and decided to share here :

"We all have desires – it’s part of the human condition.

We want to be loved, to have friends, to experience joy, to have security.

But a desire for _things_ is not as natural as we’re often led to believe. Sure, we all have desires for things: nice cars, nice clothes, nice houses, cool computers and iPhones, beautiful furniture and notebooks and shoes and jewelry and bags and bikes and on and on.

But these desires are manufactured in us, by advertising and marketing. They play on our natural instincts: for hoarding (security), for the pleasures of food and drugs and sex (desire for joy), for fitting in with clothes and bikes and gadgets (desire for friends), and so on.

Desires like these lead to all kinds of problems — in fact, all the problems of modern society. They are rooted in the immense power of corporations in our society, and their drive for massive profits. Problems result that include obesity and related diseases, massive consumer debt, shallow consumerism, overwork (to make money for all these things), lack of true human connection, and more.

And while desires are perfectly natural and unavoidable, if we can learn to let go of the manufactured desires, we’ll start to free ourselves from the chains of consumerism.

Start to become aware of these desires – recognize their signs in you. Pause before acting on them. Take deep breaths, go for a walk, get some perspective. You don’t really need more things, and buying is not the answer. Make do without and find happiness without more stuff.

Let the desire go, and feel the lightness, the freedom. Become liberated from desires, one at a time (not forever, but for the moment). You’ll love it."

Letting go the desires for the peace and freedom in your soul ..

二减一

看到你突然传来的简讯 昔日的情意已逝
一股酸溜透进心里 掩盖了昔日的甜蜜

原以为天荒地老的初恋 却因自私的我 没勇气陪你走下去
选择结束了这段情

感情没了 思恋不在了 爱意逝了
我 却携带着内疚的心离开

天真地以为提出分手的我 可以潇洒的走开 原来是错的
分手的那一晚 我两的心是痛的 却谁也没说出口
强忍着抽泣 只好撒个谎套个圈

昨日的情人  如今回到原点
昔日的双人  如今却二减一
将近五年的感情 说分就分 心还是抽痛的

不舍的是 失去了聊心的伴
痛的是  失去了可忍受我蛮不讲理却不曾对我发脾气的伴
孤独的是 我收起了只对你撒娇的我

不敢回首往日的回忆  因它不再甜而是苦涩的

望着你离开的背影 心在抽泣
转个身  强忍的泪水 也随着你消失的身影 哗啦地流不停

而我 又再次回到一个人的生活。。。

Attitude determines failure or success

Undeniably, life is unpredictable. You may dream of the wonderful life as much as you want it to be like as if your future-to-be is at your finger tips , but in reality, life may be twisted as it does not go on as smooth as what you have planned when there is emergence of so-called “obstacles”, which are just happening in the absence of your consciousness, acting as a blocker along the path towards achieving your dream. You may have your clear objective to be achieved at the first place but what matter now is how you are going to realize your objective. It always being said that by having a strategic planning is a crucial way to guide you and ensure you are on the right path to realization. But somehow it does not mean your plan is 100% works as expected. For instance, to complete your research for your final year project, the strategic planning is to read through research article from different sources as much as you can so that you are able to find out the best method to set up the right methodology in order to obtain the final result as you expected. Theoretically, you may think it is correct and your objective may achievable, but it just does not happen the way it should be when you have found out that you couldn’t find the apparatus that you need or maybe the result turns out to be negative. These “obstacles” may upset your easy life as per planned and it turns out that you may need to come out with other contingency plans in order to achieve your dream.

That, is just one example. In real life, obstacles do happen spontaneously in many ways, either during your study life, marriage life, career path, every single decision you have made towards achieving the life that you want to have in the future. And there are only two options to choose, to escape or to face it positively. If you choose to give up, you are totally out from the battle. If you choose the latter, you are struggle to fight with the challenge, and who knows you may stand a chance to win the battle? After all, life is just about learning to fight with the challenges. Fail at the first time does not mean you will forever fall from the path of success unless you choose to give up. Whether you are aware or not, if you able to face the failure positively, it could make you stronger and facing challenges positively lead to enhance your mental maturity which leads you to become ever a better person.

After all, it is the matter of your ATTITUDE in dealing with all these “obstacles”, failure and challenges. How you are going to response to these is vital in determining failure or success in your life. Thomas Edison, Nelson Mandela, Nick Vujicic, just name it out all these successful people whether in career, personal life, politic, aren't they failed for many times before they achieve their dreams and eventually being popular for their success? There is only one reason, they faced positively at their failure and never give up in achieving their dream. So, why not stay positively at your attitude and I am sure your will find success in your life.