Karaoke..lalala~

Ok, shew went bek to t'ganu,rushing for her fyp, jessie having vacation in China with her family, Mee Fan stil stick in Pahang...tat's mean there oni left two gals here (nt included guys.hehe).. And finally, v cn bek to our karaoke life in sban.ha.woah!!

I still remember tat the first time when i was brought to karaoke by frez, i was a super shy one, nt even have a courage to hold the mike, so dun even have to ask me to sing solo, cz you will oni see me shaking my head - answering "no thx, you cn hv it" to u.ha..

Well, i din dream to b a singer, for i dun even have a wonderful voice and the courage to stand on the stage and sing in front of the public. But i really enjoy singing in a closed room with a gang of playful frez.haha.It's called relax and enjoy.

Camwhore b4 taking leave from our singing box...^^


Playing self-camwhore while waiting for miss tay trying her wear. I like the lighting here, cz it's suitable to take nice photo.haha


By the way, Thx ai yin!!for the free meal ^^....

Happy mother day!!

Thanks for bringing me to this world
To share the love of yours
To feel the deepest warmth of your arm
To feel your gentleness and care
To see the smile of sunshine on your face...

Because of you
I tend to open my eyes and see the blue sky
Because of you
I learnt to stand up on my feet for the very first time
Because of you
I have my voice speak out the very first word, trying to call you, mom...
I have you, whispering in my ears when i am filled with fear
For you are my strength all the time, to get through the thwarts that happen in my life
And your words of wisdom, always be the guiding star in my life...

Throughout these years,
There's is nothing more that I can realize but your sacrifice,
just to give me the best as you can
But you never ask for more...

There's nothing to replace the grandness of yours,
For you are the special gift of mine that i ever have
I love you,mom!!!

love

Is it true when reached an age, where you easily trapped by a love feeling on someone? That your mindset sort kind of totally controlled by tat feeling,and your thought will be totally get influenced as well?

Just another self-counsel day…

Till when shall I REALLY learn not to put too much expectation on every certain thing, yet when thing turn out to be out of my expectation and the result came out doesn’t in my “satisfactory” range, I am the one alone who need to feel regret and downhearted eventually.

I realized, I aware, I knew, things doesn’t completely turn out to be perfect, so for what is the point I have to make myself down for I didn’t achieve my target, self-blaming for making such undeserved mistake, then feel hopeless on my other priority, when l knew I already put in all my effort on it?

There will always a small mistake or failure that everyone will encounter throughout his/her life and that comes the time for us as the mistake maker to build a lesson for ourselves. So, be tough and just consider on other priorities…..

Cheers to our night ^^ !!

What I can say is, our appre night is bravo!!!How to describe leh?erm...The hotel is grand,the programme is interesting, all of us really having fun n enjoy it super muchhhh the whole night not only with our seniors but juniors as well..We shout for supporting, laugh for the funnies, dance on the dance floor, fooling around with coursemates, camwhoring whenever the camera is ready, n much much fun arise continuously... It's kind of plan for fostering senior-junior relationship.^^If can, i do hope the night can be more longer...

Honestly, it is quite messy during fews month preparation as this is our first time organising this first huge event,arguments somehow did occurs among us over small matter that can't come into endorsement. During that night, the situation was a bit mess-up, some unit members even have to run around on the spot throughout the night to make sure the whole programme went smooth and everything is under control..But eventually our hardwork turns into succeed and that's what we want!!

The night is set with "cowboy" theme and thats how we wore on that night..haha. Looks more like casual wearing.ha

camwhoring with seniors... good luck to u al,seniors!!v r such that proud to have group of seniors of u al that helps us along and that playful as well.haha
That's me n Ai Ling-our "the most stylish" award winner on that night.

And this is me n jia yong..^^

camwhoring with coursemates...^^

me n yiny...^^

Time to dance and celebrate for our night!!!
Everyone,cheers to our night!!!

关于我，自己

突然间，想了解自己有多深，就不知不觉十只手指放在键盘上，挥舞了起来。。。

我习惯自作遐想，幻想中，它是存在的；但一旦回到现实，我自觉它的不真实。嘲我爱做梦，笑我天真，但江山易改，本性就是难移。至少我还有自知自明，在还未坠入冥想的深谷前，临时拔自己一脚。因为我自知，凡事都该有个保留，渴望得越高，造成的失望只会越大。不管是学业，爱情还是友情，亦是一样。

十二个星座里，巨蟹座是属于多愁善感的，情绪时上时下，以时好时坏的天气来形容是最好不过了。时而开朗，心情自然好；时而悲观，心情糟透，对每件事都会觉得不顺眼。叫我爱哭鬼吧！因为每当心情低落，遇到不愉快的事时，眼泪会替我发泄，就这样，让一切的不满不乐，随着一滴滴的眼泪流落。偶尔想，也可替干燥的眼睛滋润一下，一举两得。我不善于掩盖情绪，一切的酸甜苦辣，自然地画在面上，轻易判断。就是这样，经常变化无穷，就连自己也抓摸不到。@@lll

无可想象，我是个敏感的女生。对于每一事，事物或人和，都会突发起敏感的感觉，让我不经意地怀疑我的敏感度是否过高了。我容易让自己踏上悲观的猜测， 也容易让自己跌入误会的圈套。但偏偏很难拿出勇气来去化解一切，就习惯性地把烦恼扎一捆在心里，让脑袋胡思乱想一番。说是不在乎那些琐碎的事情，其实还是会在意每一件事。最近学会了让自己看开，化解心中的紧绷，尝试了无数次，还蛮有效的。一个人去走走，透透风，人的思想真的可以看透一切，紧绷的心也可得到解脱。让自己快乐的方法，就是别对事事计较。对每件事都执著不已，是对心灵的折磨，对自己的伤害。又何苦呢？

朋友总是说我心软，下定决心的心意总是容易被动摇，即使在我人前人后扮演着双面人，我依然接受；对我忽冷忽热，我亦只有无奈。脾气，我是有的，但我习惯性地把它压抑在心底。脾气爆发那刹那，就是忍无可忍的时候。偶尔选择透透风，情绪就安顿下来。冷静下来后再仔细想想，大事化小，小事化无，不就少惹祸吗？我不属宽容的个性，但就是不知如何形容，大概就是胆小怕事吧。不懂是好是坏，偶尔觉得被伤害的感觉，反反复复，已成了习惯，也麻木了。

沉默是我掩饰自己的武器，胡闹是我小孩子的一面，两者都属于我的本性。难猜测我偏属哪个个性吧？只能说，随心吧。

***说完了，也许还有待续^^ ***

unexpected prize..^^

No preparation, no revision, no study, without any expectation to win and bring back any prizes, and guess what??our group won the 3rd place for the chem quiz!!!@@




Eventually, we share our hamper with others during the sandakan trip!!^^