Emo day

I really NOT unhappy today but it just happens to me to be emo suddenly till I feel like I just wanna to be alone. I dun think it’s totally wrong to be alone sometimes, cz everyone do nid privacy somehow??

I wouldn’t deny that I m kind of pessimism person most of the time where I used to think things in a negative way. Yet, I used to keep it myself rather than telling others what I feel about, why I m upset for o what is bothering me. Somehow, my face expression shows up my feeling obviously whenever it happens to be I m quiet, and this totally make me a loser where I m kind of can’t help myself keep my own feeling from everyone. Does it mean that I m not tough enough at all?? Or girls probably do emo most of the time?

Group work, always is bothering when it comes to self-formed group decision. I ady expected that I should just find my group myself when there is a limitation of member formed in each group. There wouldn’t always be like cz u belong to this group so u do no need to so worry abt group formation stuff cz sure u will b counted in that particular group. I realized it. What my feeling telling me is that I do b upset n totally b angry with if bcz of me, every1 seem like hard to make the decision n finally I m the one to be blamed. Totally hate tis kind of unreasonable problem to happen again n eventually i m the only one kind of to be isolated again. So, it doesn’t matter to me at all for which group I m in now. For me, I still can join other groups and new members. If everyone is ok with the decision, then I m totally ok with oso.