2022年7月22日星期五

恋人


缘分就是这么奇妙
茫茫人海中 让毫无关系的两人
从陌生人变成朋友后,再成为恋人


2022年626 你牵起我的手

无需浪漫的仪式感 也不必深情的告白

我们 默认了恋人的关系


不畏 未来的未知数

只想珍惜当下每一刻 彼此的陪伴

享受你的溺爱和包容

热恋时,还掺杂着孩子般的调皮


 可以很简单

 难得的可贵

只需你我真诚的付出和守护

好好地守住这份情意

是情人 也像闺蜜 家人似地度过一生



2020年1月5日星期日

人生观

人生总是起起落落
遇到人生路不平,别埋怨自己命运差
只不过是个临时考验
考验你接受它,并且冷静地面对它

根据吸引法则,心态决定命运
心态差,人生就一团糟
心态好,就算遭遇挫折,都会有扭转的玄机
因为人生本来就是一场戏,自导自演
没有所谓被命运安排

遭遇挫折或被拒绝
不代表你失败了
只不过是成功之路必经之地
以平常心对待,坚持自己的梦想继续走下去
畏惧,只会堵路
切记,没有任何人可以拦住你成功
只有被自己堵路的可能

活着,本就不该介意众人的眼光
因为你的诞生不是为了别人而活
努力做回自己,方能活得快乐


2019年11月25日星期一

阴天的心情

今天的心情是阴阴的,不知为何,总有种失落感
胸口闷闷地,好不滋味

努力地散去阴云,方才能好好的走下去……

2019年2月17日星期日

等待 . 爱情

爱情是奇妙的
它给人蜜糖般甜甜的滋味
亦可带来苦汁的滋味

难以预测的爱情
总是趁你不留意时突然来击
当爱情来击时,难免会让人招架不住

然而,
爱情不能勉强
亦不能存有执着
是你的,终究会找上你
握紧了,就该珍惜

爱情亦是盲目的
越陷越深,越难以自拔
理智亦容易被掩埋
在爱情的陷阱里,勿忘保留理智

然而,爱情总是被渴望的

我的爱情,又在哪儿呢?

2017年8月15日星期二

情.苦

感情最怕就是动了心却没有回报…
无胆表白却痴痴等待对方的回应……
苦苦等待的滋味是苦涩的...
很想摆脱却放不下...
只怪内心的坚韧敌不过种下的感情...

2017年3月15日星期三

Present from an anonymous

On my last birthday, I was surprisingly received a bouquet of pink rose .... from anonymous...


This year Valentine's day, another surprise given to me to find a nice packed Royce chocolate on my table but again....from anonymous...


Anonymous, I do not know who you are and what is the reason behind you have concealed yourself.
But I would like to say thank you for the warmth and sweet gifts for that made my day.

However, I do hope so you will reveal yourself to me :)

2017年3月6日星期一

Letting Go of the Desires

Read a nice article and decided to share here :
"We all have desires – it’s part of the human condition.
We want to be loved, to have friends, to experience joy, to have security.
But a desire for _things_ is not as natural as we’re often led to believe. Sure, we all have desires for things: nice cars, nice clothes, nice houses, cool computers and iPhones, beautiful furniture and notebooks and shoes and jewelry and bags and bikes and on and on.
But these desires are manufactured in us, by advertising and marketing. They play on our natural instincts: for hoarding (security), for the pleasures of food and drugs and sex (desire for joy), for fitting in with clothes and bikes and gadgets (desire for friends), and so on.
Desires like these lead to all kinds of problems — in fact, all the problems of modern society. They are rooted in the immense power of corporations in our society, and their drive for massive profits. Problems result that include obesity and related diseases, massive consumer debt, shallow consumerism, overwork (to make money for all these things), lack of true human connection, and more.
And while desires are perfectly natural and unavoidable, if we can learn to let go of the manufactured desires, we’ll start to free ourselves from the chains of consumerism.
Start to become aware of these desires – recognize their signs in you. Pause before acting on them. Take deep breaths, go for a walk, get some perspective. You don’t really need more things, and buying is not the answer. Make do without and find happiness without more stuff.
Let the desire go, and feel the lightness, the freedom. Become liberated from desires, one at a time (not forever, but for the moment). You’ll love it."

Letting go the desires for the peace and freedom in your soul ..

2016年10月9日星期日

二减一

看到你突然传来的简讯 昔日的情意已逝
一股酸溜透进心里 掩盖了昔日的甜蜜

原以为天荒地老的初恋 却因自私的我 没勇气陪你走下去
选择结束了这段情

感情没了 思恋不在了 爱意逝了
我 却携带着内疚的心离开

天真地以为提出分手的我 可以潇洒的走开 原来是错的
分手的那一晚 我两的心是痛的 却谁也没说出口
强忍着抽泣 只好撒个谎套个圈

昨日的情人  如今回到原点
昔日的双人  如今却二减一
将近五年的感情 说分就分 心还是抽痛的

不舍的是 失去了聊心的伴
痛的是  失去了可忍受我蛮不讲理却不曾对我发脾气的伴
孤独的是 我收起了只对你撒娇的我

不敢回首往日的回忆  因它不再甜而是苦涩的

望着你离开的背影 心在抽泣
转个身  强忍的泪水 也随着你消失的身影 哗啦地流不停

而我 又再次回到一个人的生活。。。

2014年2月12日星期三

Attitude determines failure or success

Undeniably, life is unpredictable. You may dream of the wonderful life as much as you want it to be like as if your future-to-be is at your finger tips , but in reality, life may be twisted as it does not go on as smooth as what you have planned when there is emergence of so-called “obstacles”, which are just happening in the absence of your consciousness, acting as a blocker along the path towards achieving your dream. You may have your clear objective to be achieved at the first place but what matter now is how you are going to realize your objective. It always being said that by having a strategic planning is a crucial way to guide you and ensure you are on the right path to realization. But somehow it does not mean your plan is 100% works as expected. For instance, to complete your research for your final year project, the strategic planning is to read through research article from different sources as much as you can so that you are able to find out the best method to set up the right methodology in order to obtain the final result as you expected. Theoretically, you may think it is correct and your objective may achievable, but it just does not happen the way it should be when you have found out that you couldn’t find the apparatus that you need or maybe the result turns out to be negative. These “obstacles” may upset your easy life as per planned and it turns out that you may need to come out with other contingency plans in order to achieve your dream.

That, is just one example. In real life, obstacles do happen spontaneously in many ways, either during your study life, marriage life, career path, every single decision you have made towards achieving the life that you want to have in the future. And there are only two options to choose, to escape or to face it positively. If you choose to give up, you are totally out from the battle. If you choose the latter, you are struggle to fight with the challenge, and who knows you may stand a chance to win the battle? After all, life is just about learning to fight with the challenges. Fail at the first time does not mean you will forever fall from the path of success unless you choose to give up. Whether you are aware or not, if you able to face the failure positively, it could make you stronger and facing challenges positively lead to enhance your mental maturity which leads you to become ever a better person.

After all, it is the matter of your ATTITUDE in dealing with all these “obstacles”, failure and challenges. How you are going to response to these is vital in determining failure or success in your life. Thomas Edison, Nelson Mandela, Nick Vujicic, just name it out all these successful people whether in career, personal life, politic, aren't they failed for many times before they achieve their dreams and eventually being popular for their success? There is only one reason, they faced positively at their failure and never give up in achieving their dream. So, why not stay positively at your attitude and I am sure your will find success in your life.

2014年1月30日星期四

Back on stage!!!

Went to visit my blog again and realized it had been abandoned for one year!!! OMG~~!!!Remembered my purpose to open the blog two years ago was to express my deepest feeling and to commemorate those happy moments I used to have by flipping back my little blog during my spare time. Such a lazy bug I am to continue update my blog -.-…

Another new year has came which means a new chapter of life that I will be having and new challenges that I may have to encounter which may lead to my maturity mentally. This year is a year of horse , according to lunar calendar. So, what revolution I should have to welcome my new year and paint my new chapter of life? Well, to me, health , safe and sound are the most important , vital wishes for which I will never skip to pray for family. As for my career, I do hope that I will be successful….erm….so how to define successful in my career path? Haha… Good salary, fat fat bonus? Hehehehe… Whatever is it, it indicates that we have been visible to our bosses on our hard work and effort that we have been put into, so in return they reward us with increment or fat bonus, which also shows our success in our career path. hehehehe

Anywhere, happy new year everyone, have a blessing and prosperous year..!!!

2012年4月7日星期六

Lesson of the day

Always, our desire transcend of what we have. And people tend to focus on what they want instead of what they already have. They keep expanding thier list of desires,but sad to say that eventually they still remain dissatisfied. And that's why unhappiness tend to lead their life.
In the contrast, if you could ever learn to be grateful of what you have instead of emphasising your thought on what you want, trust me, you could definitely make a different and you will end up getting more of what you want anyway.
So, start from now on, always think of what you have instead of what you want.You will definitely found the way to self-satisfaction and happiness...^^

2012年2月18日星期六

矛盾

矛盾的决定。。。

2012年2月17日星期五

回忆

一早起床
开了电脑
便情不自禁地
在存放在电脑里的“picture folder"上轻轻按了两下
接近百个的小相簿
顺着日期,并列地排放着
闲着闲着
我翻阅着相簿
数千张的旧照片
泛起了无数的回忆
旧时的情景
一一呈现在脑海里
好似一副完美合并的拼图
就这样
我度过了三年多的大学生涯
在沙巴接近每个角落
甚至所谓的神山
都留下无止尽的回忆与脚印
人生好无遗憾啊~~~ :)

p/s:在剩余的几个月,是否还有值得留恋的情节,好期待噢~~~

2012年2月16日星期四

看开了

终于。。。
我不再为“你”而感到失落
不再因为失败了而落泪
反而。。。
鼓起了不放弃的念头
还剩下最后一个学期
我拼了!!!

2011年12月2日星期五

Feel the Fear And do it Anyway

Have you ever feel fear in your life? Perhaps … fear of cockroach? flying? height?... I guess everyone does experiences fear. Michael Pritchard once said: "Fear is that little darkroom where negatives are developed." When you feel fearful, the feeling of fear is programmed into your nervous system and works like an instinct, holding you back from approaching things that you are facing where it tend to build up behavior of escape and avoidance.

Fellow toastmaster, ladies and gentlemen, let me share with you my three fears and how I overcome my fears. They are:
1. Fear of public speaking
2. Fear of social interaction
3. Fear of failure

Far above the fear of death and disease, comes the fear of standing in front of a crowd to speak. Yes, I have faced this problem since I was in primary school. I never dare myself to raise my hand and volunteer myself to answer a simple question posed by teachers. Whenever teachers ask for a volunteer out of 50 students in the class to answer his/her question, automatically I will sure bend my shoulder, eye contact with the floor instead of the teacher, and in my mind … I keep praying that “Don’t pick me! Don’t pick me! P-l-e-a-s-e ...”. Yes, being the physically smallest in the class, teachers hardly notice me and I was spared from answering those questions.

This fear of speaking has eroded me to a person who lacks confidence in delivering my message to others especially in front of a crowd.

Realizing that I need to overcome my fear to speak, I started to take initiative to participate in story telling contests and choral speaking club during my secondary school where I could practise to build up my confidence and courage to stand in front of the crowd whether in a group or alone and speak. It really does help me to overcome my fear. And of course, it is not enough, that’s why I have joined the toastmaster club, and this evening, I am here to present my 3rd speech so that I can further overcome my fear of speaking in front of public.

I Felt the Fear of Public Speaking And I Did It Anyway!

Let me now share my 2nd fear – the fear of social interaction.

Whenever my relatives, my father’s or my brother’s friends came to our house and visit us, there is always a little girl, hiding behind my mum, holding tight at her shirt and again … eye contact with the floor … or sometimes running into her bedroom and locking herself in her room, pretending to finish up her homework … that’s me. Instead of shyly stepping up to meet with people, I could feel deep inside me … a fear … holding me back to interact with people. The anxiety of being judged and evaluated by other people inhibited my interaction with others.
However, as time goes by, I start to realize that it was rude behavior not to respond positively when people approaches me to talk to me. Since then, I took the initiative to join clubs and societies which do involve interaction with people. Chinese Society, PBSM, Sin Chew Cadet Reporter, SLAD, Pesta Ang Pau … I made new friends from my schools and other schools as well. Together we organized activities, mingled with different team members, play and fool around with each other. After all, it was not only a matter about fun and learning but it is all about conquering the social phobia embedded within me.

I Felt the Fear of Interacting with People … And I Did It Anyway.

My third and not the least fear is the fear of failure.

Yes, most of the time I am afraid to try because I am afraid I will fail. And usually I will give myself numbers of well-reasoned thoughts such as “timing isn’t right”, “I doubt I could handle this” … and eventually, these rationales caused me to miss many opportunities to learn.

Buckminster Fuller once wrote, “Whatever humans have learned had to be learned as a consequence only of trial and error experience. Humans have learned only through mistakes.”

And this reminds me of Thomas Edison, who went through 1000 time of “mistakes” just to invent a light bulb. His success doesn’t come from his invention but his courage to take the risk of trial and error.

His real life story does impact on my perception of failure and help me overcome my fear. Whenever I fail, I will remind myself of Thomas Edison – no one will ever succeed if they never fail.

I Felt the Fear of Failure … I remembered the Words of people like Thomas Edison … And I Did It Anyway.

Fellow toastmaster, ladies and gentlemen,

Fear can be overcome only if you face it head on. Yes, I use to fear public speaking AND I am now standing before you now. I use to fear social interacting with people AND now I have made many friends especially friends like you. And the fear of failure AND I shall soon be graduating from this fine university with a degree in Chemical Engineering.

Let me close with this quote from Susan Jeffers: [ … P A U S E … B R E A T H E
D E E P L Y … A N D S A Y …]

FEEL THE FEAR, AND DO IT ANYWAY!

Mr/Ms Toastmaster.

2011年11月10日星期四

Random quote for myself

"You will never know the strength of capability in you if you bury it"..So, find it out and work on it!!!^^

2011年10月30日星期日

小人

没得罪人,却引来从背面攻击的小人。。。
最可怕的是,小人竟是身边的朋友。。。

2011年10月28日星期五

Second speech in UTC entitled "Sorry Mother Earth"

Turn on the TV...be it the mews channel, movies or National Geography. Every 15 minutes or so, you'll get a reminder on the importance on conseving the usage of paper to save mother earth of many tres that goes to making the simple paper which we have grown up to depend.

Then the iPad, iPhone, MSN came to the rescue of the mother earth...telling us how these modern technologies can do away with paper.

While to a certain extent this may be true but as a student, I cannot do without paper.

Fellow toastmaster, Ladies, and Gentlemen. Let me share with you 3 instances why I said I cannot do away with paper...even with all the modern technologies. They are:
1. Printed books Vs eBooks;
2. Dairy keeping; and
3. As a cost-efective mean of saying "I Love You."

Nowadays with eBooks, ejournal and internet, you can access to all sort of information to get your assignment done with no sweat...No!I didn't say that...I was drown with modern technologies to help me with my work.

I tried to accept these modern technologies by downloading a termendous amount of eBoooks from the internet and began referring to several e-journals to make sense of what is being said about a subject matter by different authors...with the flick of my fingers on the mouse...soon, not only did get stiff fingers...I lose my concentration and when I break for meals and want to continue from where I left off...lo and behold... I have lost where i left off and had to go back again.

I have lost many variable time redoing what I have lost and decided whether I should save mother earth at the expense of my studies.

I lost no time in printing out everything that I need for my studies. On printed materials I can use book markers and highlight any paragraphs I deem important. I can even use several color highlighters on one book.

Now I can leave my books for meals and continue upon my return.

Sorry mother eart...my studies is more important to me.

Time and again we are hounded by our lecturers and peers to keep a diary so that we do not miss out any lectures and appointments.

Yes. Nowadays we have handphones that has a diary built into it. BUt don't forget, even handphone will out of battery, and occasionally, this boyfriend of mine tend to throw tantrum at me and refuse to function well too!But you know what? My diary doesn't. I have to depend on my diary of this nature.

Besides, where else can I pen my secret thoughts at the moments' notice. Capture notes expounded during lectures. A handphone cannot let me do this.

Sorry, Mother Earth, I have to depend on my diary.

I remembered when I was in Form 4 and it was my mum's birthday. I wanted to buy her a present but as a student, I have not enough money to buy her anything branded.

I was at my wits end until I hit upon an idea. i scrounge on my pocket money and saved FIVE RINGGITS and made a Birthday Card for my mum.

I bought a hard cover papaer and a present wrapping paper.

I wrapped one side of the hard cover paper with the present wrapping paper, took out a family photo and the rectangular-shaped photo and paste on the card. Then, I foleded the card nto half with the photo face outside. After that, I opened up the folded card, took out a pen, and wrote on it with all my sincere wishes and love. That's the finishing part of the card making process. With the remaining present wrapping paper left, I cut it into more that 100 rectangular shape pieces and start to fold stars. Then, I collected all the folded stars and put them into a empty glass bottle which I found left alone in the kitchen. On the day of my mm's birthday, I woke up earlier and put the birthdaycard and the glass of folded stars on the dining table. My mom came down and she saw the card. While she was reading the content of the card, I appeared beside her, hugged her and said happy birthday, mom. There was no tears but from her face expression, I could feel the joyful in her. Without spending more than RM5 on those materials, I could surprise my mom with the exquisite birthday card and present that I have made on my own. I could say that it would be much better that I bought a brand to her.

Sorry Mother Earth, seeing my mom's smile is more important to me.

Fellow toastmasters, ladies and gentlemen, while i do admit that we can do a lot to help mother earth, the above were 3 instances where I can't do anything to help mother earth.

I need the use of the printed books as my studies are more important to me. I need to depend on my diary to keep my studies up to date and seeing my mum's smile is more important to me when I have none to give.

SORRY MOTHER EARTH!

Mr./Ms Toastmaster

2011年9月20日星期二

random feeling

It's always easy to say out persuasive word to others but not yourself. Whenever faced problem, whatever come across mind was just suck, feel myself unfortune, unlucky, then what comes next sure thoughts like giving up everything, why bad things keep happening on me, bla bla bla...But why not cool down for a while, get youself a inert peace and kick away all the negative thoughts that were trying to block away your rational and create disturbance to your thoughts? They said, whatever thoughts that come across your mind will probably turn out to be reality in your life. No matter you believe or not, it's a fact and I believe in this. That's why never let negative thoughts come across your mind. Think of tomorrow will be a nice day, and sure tomorrow will be. Think of you can do it, you can do it better, then it will be...And once you stand up again,everything will be just fine and bad things you have encountered was just a small matter and solution will always be there for you - a little advice for myself~~

2011年7月9日星期六

Happy Birthday to MEEEE~~~~

Time flied, just in moment of flash, where you didn't notice you have grown up for another year. In the other words, which means you're getting older,hehe:P

I had just passed my 23th birthday. Initially thought that I just gonna to have a very simple birthday celebration with my beloved family and close friends. But guess my low expectation had turn out to gain more unexpected surprise.^^

On my birthday's eve, hang out with miss lamlam and sigrid...


Got a free treat dinner from sigrid at BBQ Plaza..^^

And received my early birthday present from mr. Foong..It is my favourite puzzle!!!Guess what?

It's a combination photos of our gang stamped on the 500 piece of puzzles!!!>.<...It took me for almost 3 days to finish up the puzzle with a little help from my mom.hehe :P


Thanks for my supervisor, Miss Esther Ang for my birthday cake and held a simple celebration for me during office hour with my colleague as well.^^
And on my birthday night, I spent with my family with Durians as my special birthday cake.hahaha


Coming up on next day, one of my gf, yiny took ktm far away from Kl and showed up in Seremban as what she has planned earlier. Surprisingly, she was not the only one showing up, but few of them from Penang, Ipoh and Malacca!!>.<..You are the best and thanks a lots~~~


p/s: I dun hv the group photos with me.:P

Received 2 exquisite presents~~~
A necklace with hand-made birthday card from kai liang ^^

A little cross-stitch pouch from kiat and sewed by yiny >.< ..with a pair of "carved-with-bestfriend" necklaces which mean a lot to our everlasting friendship.^^


Another celebration with my sban gf, ai yin~~~at Boston Restaurant. ^^

Steamboat~~lalalala~~~

As usual, had few self-camwhored before fill up our stomach with those yummy dishes :P

My fourth birthday cake of this year..^^


A little birthday present inclosed with "love letter" from ai yin~~Thank a lots,dear~~


Hrmmmmm....guess I am gonna miss my 23th birthday >.<