Cheers to our night ^^ !!

What I can say is, our appre night is bravo!!!How to describe leh?erm...The hotel is grand,the programme is interesting, all of us really having fun n enjoy it super muchhhh the whole night not only with our seniors but juniors as well..We shout for supporting, laugh for the funnies, dance on the dance floor, fooling around with coursemates, camwhoring whenever the camera is ready, n much much fun arise continuously... It's kind of plan for fostering senior-junior relationship.^^If can, i do hope the night can be more longer...

Honestly, it is quite messy during fews month preparation as this is our first time organising this first huge event,arguments somehow did occurs among us over small matter that can't come into endorsement. During that night, the situation was a bit mess-up, some unit members even have to run around on the spot throughout the night to make sure the whole programme went smooth and everything is under control..But eventually our hardwork turns into succeed and that's what we want!!

The night is set with "cowboy" theme and thats how we wore on that night..haha. Looks more like casual wearing.ha

camwhoring with seniors... good luck to u al,seniors!!v r such that proud to have group of seniors of u al that helps us along and that playful as well.haha
That's me n Ai Ling-our "the most stylish" award winner on that night.

And this is me n jia yong..^^

camwhoring with coursemates...^^

me n yiny...^^

Time to dance and celebrate for our night!!!
Everyone,cheers to our night!!!

关于我，自己

突然间，想了解自己有多深，就不知不觉十只手指放在键盘上，挥舞了起来。。。

我习惯自作遐想，幻想中，它是存在的；但一旦回到现实，我自觉它的不真实。嘲我爱做梦，笑我天真，但江山易改，本性就是难移。至少我还有自知自明，在还未坠入冥想的深谷前，临时拔自己一脚。因为我自知，凡事都该有个保留，渴望得越高，造成的失望只会越大。不管是学业，爱情还是友情，亦是一样。

十二个星座里，巨蟹座是属于多愁善感的，情绪时上时下，以时好时坏的天气来形容是最好不过了。时而开朗，心情自然好；时而悲观，心情糟透，对每件事都会觉得不顺眼。叫我爱哭鬼吧！因为每当心情低落，遇到不愉快的事时，眼泪会替我发泄，就这样，让一切的不满不乐，随着一滴滴的眼泪流落。偶尔想，也可替干燥的眼睛滋润一下，一举两得。我不善于掩盖情绪，一切的酸甜苦辣，自然地画在面上，轻易判断。就是这样，经常变化无穷，就连自己也抓摸不到。@@lll

无可想象，我是个敏感的女生。对于每一事，事物或人和，都会突发起敏感的感觉，让我不经意地怀疑我的敏感度是否过高了。我容易让自己踏上悲观的猜测， 也容易让自己跌入误会的圈套。但偏偏很难拿出勇气来去化解一切，就习惯性地把烦恼扎一捆在心里，让脑袋胡思乱想一番。说是不在乎那些琐碎的事情，其实还是会在意每一件事。最近学会了让自己看开，化解心中的紧绷，尝试了无数次，还蛮有效的。一个人去走走，透透风，人的思想真的可以看透一切，紧绷的心也可得到解脱。让自己快乐的方法，就是别对事事计较。对每件事都执著不已，是对心灵的折磨，对自己的伤害。又何苦呢？

朋友总是说我心软，下定决心的心意总是容易被动摇，即使在我人前人后扮演着双面人，我依然接受；对我忽冷忽热，我亦只有无奈。脾气，我是有的，但我习惯性地把它压抑在心底。脾气爆发那刹那，就是忍无可忍的时候。偶尔选择透透风，情绪就安顿下来。冷静下来后再仔细想想，大事化小，小事化无，不就少惹祸吗？我不属宽容的个性，但就是不知如何形容，大概就是胆小怕事吧。不懂是好是坏，偶尔觉得被伤害的感觉，反反复复，已成了习惯，也麻木了。

沉默是我掩饰自己的武器，胡闹是我小孩子的一面，两者都属于我的本性。难猜测我偏属哪个个性吧？只能说，随心吧。

***说完了，也许还有待续^^ ***

unexpected prize..^^

No preparation, no revision, no study, without any expectation to win and bring back any prizes, and guess what??our group won the 3rd place for the chem quiz!!!@@




Eventually, we share our hamper with others during the sandakan trip!!^^

feel lost

What would you do when you are lost,
finding youself standing in the middle of the crossroad??
when there are two decision to be made,
to let go or to hold it??
To let go, because it hurts
To hold it, because deep in heart, you just dun wan to gv up
.............

A novel to share with

Just finish read a novel, titled “A walk to remember”, wrote by Nicholas Sparks, being shown in a film before, but slightly different on how the story goes. This is why I like about reading a novel as compared to just watch the same story in a movie. Mostly people will just focus and talking about the artist appearance or maybe impress on the movie background making more than understanding the whole story all about after watched the movie. Compare to novel, authors using their own imagination and their own thought to deliver the message in the story and to impress readers about the story, to make the story as interesting as can, all by words. After all, it’s all depends on how the reader’s understanding and imagination. No artists, no moving objects been seen and attract your attention, but your mind will totally filled up with your own understanding and self-imagination on the story flow. That’s the difference.

This is one of the phrases that I have abstracted from this novel as well. Once I read it, my heart touched by its meaning. Try it…

Love is always patient and kind. It is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful. Love takes no pleasure in other people’s sins, but delights in the truth. It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, and to endure whatever comes.

Till now, I never have been in a relationship before. But what I understood about love is sometime I feel like love is playing a hide and seek game with everyone. Whenever you hope to be fall in love and to be loved, it just hides from you. Love will only comes to you naturally when you din expect or desire for it. And you will never notice its’ approach until it tell you that it did exist in your heart. Such an amazing, romantic and sweet with it’s existence that bond your heart and feeling with someone else, though without asking your permission and notices you at the time it had chosen to set up a trap deep inside your heart. Once you stepped in, you just can’t help falling in love.

Continue continue continue

More n more photos coming!!!
visiting with my form 5 gang 2day..receive angpau, gambling, take photos,non-stop!!





finis visiting, there is still long day to go. So, why nt nex round??free bbq in PD!!-all food sponsored by our bo bo..

CNY (Continue...)

Finally can on9 n continue to upload those cny photos..Although it has been quite a long time, but as i insist to put in all my memory in this blog, i shldn't miss any of it.

This year will be the most busy cny 4 me as i almost spend all my time out for visiting and gathering with my frens.
2nd day of cny, i went to Jill Lyn's house for visiting. Imagine finally cn meet up with my cousins where we din hv a chance to meet each other for so long. Call to mind when we are still chidren, we used to play along, act like power ranger, play 'jumping' and all kind of games...so yearn about those playful day.ha. Somehow, we cn't change the fact that everyone has grown up eventually and having their own life respectively. Seem like cny such a precious time for us to meet up again..

This is Jill Lyn n me

Sun kit, me n my bro..(2 guys hv to bend themselves to concert with my height.haih.--)

How how, at the left side beside jill lyn...




Finis visiting, times to yam cha again. Thx to miss tay again as our organizer to have this gathering.haha
Finnally, v get to go to station 1 and try up their drinks where v used to hear up ppl saying about it and it used to full of custumers when v get there.

Station 1 hot chocalate..^^

me n ai yin foolng around, trying to make xiu qiong more like cockcoach.haha..bt i dun thnk it is a success anywhere.ha


my turn to b a photographer...


rabbit!!!

my new high heels with aiyin 'aladdin' slipper(dun thnk it is a correct word to be use)..

fgt about it's name but it is nice to eat...yummy!!!