2009年3月30日星期一

First time…(20090329)

Today is such a memorable day for me…or maybe for my whole life. Many first times just happen in a day…

First time I attend to a dinner ball to celebrate an annual appreciation night with all the four years seniors.

First time I wear a gown with high heels, have my first try to make up my ownself… emm, not in a professional way, a little bit lost where I don’t even know what is the first step before putting anything on my face, the technique in make-up-ing and all the make -up ‘equipment’, I don’t even know one of it…haiz..quite pai sei to be a girl but know nothing about make-up…but at least I am not the only one who don’t know about this, hehe…

Another first time for me-clubbing with friends. I didn’t even expect that I, who used to be a good girl in front of my parent, will step in place like CLUB!!... Uni life, one of the activity - where most of the uni students will go for clubbing. Ya, I heard many times before and I thought that I wouldn’t be one of them, but hehe…just think it deeply, for your whole life, you just have once or maybe more to have yourself enjoy in such place, just enjoying, not doing anything illegal, so it is not a big deal at all! The important thing is that you SHOULD know how to protect yourself!!!

Last but not least, first time for me where I finally break my rule-drink beer and cocktail!!...oh no, I don’t know where do the courage come from that push me to do it…and I just did it!...maybe and most probably I just wanna to join my friends to do anything they used to do before so that I wouldn’t feel myself to be isolated at all and blame somebody else for that. I think it is a good try for me and I have done a good job!!hehe…well, not as bad as what I think, emm…what I can say is it is time for me to have a try on drink, because one day I still got to drink somehow for function purpose, who knows? just in case…



































2009年3月27日星期五

Lesson that I have learnt

No matter where are you, who are you with, there must be problem arise…unless you keep alone.

Thought, I might be the lucky one, cz I have good friends around me, care for me and wouldn’t be alone since I have step in this stranger land. But, things wouldn’t be prefect somehow as what you have expected…Problems still arise if you din even think of the consequence that might be cause from what you have done. Or maybe I have some luck of having chance to amend my mistake, but I din even take it as a chance for me…

Learn from mistake. That’s what the benefit that I got..Hurt, for what I am facing. Guilty, for what I have done wrongly. But I couldn’t change it. No matter how many time I cry. I can’t even beg the time back to the time I want..I only can let it go, and that’s the only thing time can help me…

Emotional control, my weakness that often lead me to ruin things out. No matter whatever happen, I should have strengthened my EQ, by the time I am facing the problem and before I try to settle things out. Cool down my mind and think positively, would it worth to do that? For what reason I get angry? What is the consequence might be face if I do it? This is the important thing that I should have done but I just miss out.

Let it go..I should have learnt it earlier. Maybe when you have problem and need someone to say it out, just do it. Once you have settle things out, make yourself to let it go after that. Tell yourself to forget about all the past and just move on. Keep on thinking only ruins things out and more often..it deepens the hurt you already have.

Regret? Guilty? Sorry? That’s what I having now. Forgiveness? Is what I hope so…No matter what, I will still remember this mistake that I have done to keep on reminding me, no second time! The tears and hurt feeling, I will take it as a lesson…

2009年3月17日星期二

Thank you, my friend…

TQ for been my company
When I need someone beside me
TQ for been my listener
When I need a ear
TQ for been lending me your time
When I wanna to talk
TQ for your patient
Eventhough I have been a bother to you
TQ for your shoulder
When I wanna to cry out
TQ for your concern
Whenever I was in blue
TQ for your smile
It does means a lot to me
TQ for everything
Especially…
TQ for been my good friend all the time…

2009年3月15日星期日

放下

反复地劝自己
别再想了。。。
毕竟,
事情已成为过去。。。
再想也无助于其事。。。
时间可带过一切,
也可以淡化一切。。。
看开点,
即然拿得起,
就应懂得放下。。。
前面的路。。。很遥远
但还要走。。。
别把自己停留在分叉路口
倒后与停留,
是个陷阱。。。
释放自己,
勇敢往前走。。。
许多事,
还有弯转。。。