希望你知道。。。

一句问候 一封信息
少了 竟是一丝失望
对不起。。。

只想让你知道 你从来都不是一位暂时性之友
你把信任交托给我
我亦一样
遗憾的 你总是质疑

因为珍惜
所以
你不开心 我希望能带给你安慰，快乐
你烦恼 我希望能在你身边为你分担
然而
事情总是兜转不停 没完没了
太多的误会 太多无法解开的疑问
我自认 还过不了自己那一关
想息灭一切迷惑 遗忘一切不愉快
只好选择沉默让时间淡下一切
你生气 偶尔避开 亦只希望时间能让彼此冷静下来

希望你能遗弃你的质疑
你亦是你
一位我信任的朋友
一位我珍惜的朋友

need a rest...

Home is always a place for you to have a rest, not only to rest up you body but also your mind.Til now, it makes me believe it...

Facing up complicated matter always bring up confusion eventually when you can't even know what's going on, why thing turns up to be out of your control and the biggest problem is you yourself dunno how to settle it down..Problem just burst out unexpectedly and sometimes you just can't do anything on it
"Can't fix eventhing to become normal again, just hope there will be a stop there"

But the great thing is there is always a place for you to give your mind a rest and swept away all the confusion out from your mind...

And this is how I spent my 1 week holiday when I came back to my hometown again...
Meet up my primary classmates the next day I came back from Sabah(jia yi's bday and sing k in Guan Han's house), carry on my "night life" -yam cha with my secondary school friends in Mcd and sing-k in Green box the next day, busy-ing helping my parents settle up our new house renovation stuff and the most important thing is finish up my assignment..-.-
Still left 4 more days to go, hopefully everything can settle down as what I have planned before going back to Sabah...And the next time I come back, I will in my new house and new bed,yippy!!!

该懂得

该懂的，事事没有所谓的完美不完美
越把期望放得越高，就越容易跌入失望的陷阱
希望与失望间中，总该保留个缝口给自己。。。

该了的，事事总是出乎意料之外
出乎得难以作出决定
意料外，却是解释不了的理由
时间是最好的治疗 把不愉快淡去
沉默是最佳的信任 把是非掩盖过去

原来

上了大学才知道，是是非非是避不了的
唯有保持沉默，才为最好的保护色

上了大学才能体验，所谓的胆怯
担心又是一次的失望 害怕再次的伤害
微小的心一旦被胆怯占领，坚强与信心随着遗失
但也唯有这样，才懂得自己站起来
让内心坚强起来，面对一切。。。
唯有懂得释放自己，不迁就，不在乎，
才能做个快乐的自己。。。

上了大学才知道，信任不可随意放任
一旦被信任背叛，就难以再次把心交出来

渐渐地，才发觉，一路走来，只有一个影子
慢慢地，对于独来独往，已成了习惯

即使
偶尔内心很不是滋味
偶尔盼望朋友的依靠
却不敢说出口 唯有把心隐藏
怀念回忆 怀念认识的我们
想与谁分享快乐 想与谁分享苦恼
想给与谁关心 想给与谁依靠
却事事可遇不可求
唯有收藏心思